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i arrive earli by 5 minutes, while she msg me saying she will be late 15min.. i went up to popular walk walk, came down and saw her there le.. she foolish sia, really gg to wait til her 15min then call me, haha.. then we went to eat at mos, and then collect tix, and went walking abit at heeren.. then went for the show.. not that sad or touching, but nonetheless a nice show.. then we went to the adelphi cos i wanted to collect a cheque.. then we went and walk to citylink and to marina square.. then walked about abit, then ate billybombers.. haha, we ordered too much and couldnt finish.. the fries were humongous.. then, while walking back to the mrt, i finally asked her, and held her hands ^^.. i accompanied and sent her home, and walk back and forth cos i couldnt recognize the way back..lol.. then we talked alot, about other stuff.. hmmm....
then sat went to jb, had lunch at kenny rogers, and watched casanova cos there dun haf final destination sia.. walk walk walk and bought some stuff.. went to secret recipe as well.. the cake there were half price that of singapore sia.. haha.. the english restaurants were half price that of here.. but the clothes and other stuff were about same price as here..
todae went to the gym, then went out with my lecture group cos it was k and becky's bdae.. k present was 2 spaghetti from levis and puma, while becky's was a golden bag from U2.. had dinner at this joaquim restaurant, a steamboat buffet.. not nice at all.. haha..
i kinda miss her after 2 days of not seeing her.. hope to eat her cheesecake soon, though it might not be up to standard.. ^^^ i think i will still finish it all.. ^^

w0ot~~~

been 3 weeks since i talked to u bloggy.. haha.. nothing much to say also leh.. i tot i will have alot to tell u, but now, also abit mind blank.. nvm about that..
last fri watched pink panther with june.. wad a hilarious show.. i laugh till abit stomach cramp sia.. then walk walk abit, then had some drink and fries at mos before going home..
sun went out with jf to walk walk shop shop, 1 of my beloved pastime.. din feel like eating so just ate a chicken pie and some coffee for dinner..
mon went bak sch for 2pid project meeting sia.. waste time onli.. so much time wasted in school haiz..
tues went for some sec sch gathering.. felt good meeting them, especially ml and gf.. ml was like my jc buddy last time, and gf used to play magic with me.. me jf gf ate at pepper lunch; i ate 1 beef and 1 salmon set sia, so hungry lol.. then went to play some billiard, then bert came and play with us too.. then we left and met up with ml, then jf went home and we went to paragon coffee bean sit down lim kopi.. sat and talk for a long time, then we went to meridien hotel there the 24 hr coffee shop cos ml finish work haven eaten dinner yet.. then sit there till 1plus then take cab home.. haha..
todae went for meeting again.. sianz.. waste so much time todae.. had some issues between us and the ntu open house..
that day, my mum was smiling very widely, and when i asked her why, she say cos she got a new pink bag, that looks like janice de.. at that moment, i thought, wow, its so easy to be happy and satisfied for her.. i feel so happy for her, to be so stress free and easily satisfied..
that day, she sent me a goodnite msg out of the blue.. then i chatted with her for quite long on msn also.. she actually agreed to gg for a movie with me tmr.. said she wanted to watch season for love.. also said she learning to bake cheesecake, can let me try.. hmm.. i wonder how things will turn out.. heee..

jUne...

hmmm.. was asked this question : y i so naive and gullible, easily cheated.. pondered for quite a while, and i think cos im still a child at heart, and i treat people with real sincerity and truthfulness, and usually give my all.. todae, i felt disappointed, to a point, where i think i feel nothing le, just plain emptiness in me..
caught 2 movies over the new year, and i felt both movies were touching, and true to life.. fearless, made me felt like crying at e end, cos it made me felt true courage, courage to be fearless of death, and the spirit of not giving up till the very last breath, and the undying spirit of gaining honour and glory no matter wad.. in e middle, where i saw his family being massacred, i could feel the helplessness in him, helplessness to save his family, and helplessness to carry on with life.. to lose one's family and friends is indeed, very painful, and 1 without strong will, most probably will lose the will to live on..
i not 2pid, depicts some real families life in singapore.. though jack neo added some humour here and there, i can feel that, his real aim is not to bring laughter to the masses, but to enlighten people, on how materialistic and 'bad' human beings gradually will become.. we usually take things for granted, and forget how to appreciate and say a simple thank you.. i think, he is quite a good director, and is deserving of some arts award sometime last year.. there was some controversy about him and dick lee receiving the award, but i think, jack neo shld be deserving of it..
i must look forward to a bright future, instead of dwindling into the past good and bad old times..

chinese new year

dunno wad to write.. a sincere true happy chinese new year to all those whom i have kept locked in my heart from my heart.. yesterday had a normal reunion dinner, with my mum cooking lotsa dishes..
life will nv be e same this year..

sianz..

hmm.. feeling sianz these few days actually.. shld be quite excited, at being able to be lvl 80 in maple soon, and also getting a hall after so long, but, still abit disappointed at some stuff..
recalling, i remember i went to do garang guni for my foc canvassing for 2 consecutive sundays, 1st at sengkang and 2nd at sembawang.. the 1st 1 onli earn about $400 plus, dam little for the very hard work and manpower put in.. somemore it was raining the whole day, dam sianz.. then for 2nd 1, still ok weather, but i dunno hw much we earned yet.. then i remember i went to distribute flyers with andrea jianwei and xiuwen.. we met up on wed after my lab and went to sembawang sun plaza and tore the flyer paper into the 4 original pieces at mos, then went to distribute at the letterboxes.. me and jianwei 1 team, while the other 2 girls 1 team, then me and jianwei abit cheated, haha.. put more than 1 in some of the letterbox, and even threw away a stack of them after sometime cos we sianz to continue.. wahaha..
i applied hall with mars, and we put hall 7 1st choice and the new 16 as 2nd choice, and i was hoping not to get my 1st choice but get my 2nd choice instead cos it is a rare opportunity to be staying in a new hall, albeit expensive at $240 per mth compared to $155 per mth.. but then, we got hall 7, and i also quite glad can get it.. though that hall is undergoing renovation and abit noisy and dusty, and the nearest canteen 3 is no more, but ok la, since its cheap.. haha.. todae went to pay the application fee, then sunday i going to pack my bag le, then mon move in.. haha.. i juz somehow, feel that, tertiary life is somewhat incomplete without living in hostel.. i can still remember, when i was in primary 4 or 5, i was looking forward to uni life, and hostel life, where i can be free from my parents constant viligance over my studying.. haha.. though now they no longer do that, but i still wan to live hall to have that experience, and convenience as well, can save on 3hrs of journey trip everyday.. haha..
supposed to be very excited de, also cos i can go back shine collect my cheque payment, but then again, i dun really feel that way deep down.. haiz..