reconcile?

i forgot wad day was it already.. tink it was on thurs night ba.. or early fri morning.. ch pm me in maplesource forum and said alot.. mainly is about his acc empty and his a little explanation.. i logged in my mage and got marshal to return the stuff back to ch acc.. and den i log in my mage and msged ch alot.. i tink i trust wad he says and dat he wun hack me.. i was just always recalling the past, the times and days we had together.. i cannot believe he will do this.. so i belived his explanation.. i wanted to return his mesos that i took from him the other day but he din wan it.. he wan me to return when he finally found the person who sold him my stuff.. so nvm lor, i just keep it.. i felt so happy that day.. but i know time cannot be reversed.. all of us who play ms cannot be like last time liddat le.. no more friend friend play together le.. sighz..
anyway for ms.. i used his mesos and bought quite a powerful cromi, and i managed to pass all 5 60% scrolls on my pink flowered earring.. i am now more powerful than before, but i can neber be as happy as before when i got hacked.. and all these many events which transpired.. haiz..
my mum told me in the morning when i was sleeping that she won the first prize in 4d, though its only 2k cos she 'quan da'.. hahaz.. she gave me $100.. she gg overseas with my dad for about 8days and gg many ctries also.. mainly china.. i hope i can carry on my life happily, w/o much unhappiness anymore.. i dun dare to get too close to my work friends as well.. i tink they tink i very dao, dun talk much and go out with them and dun wait for them to go home together or go out eat.. its because i dun wan to be sad anymore by friends.. i shall try not to be too much into friendships for if something bad turns out, i dun wan to feel sad anymore.. i wan to be happy and happy and happy.. else its a waste of life..