working..

today i went to work with a very sad and down feeling.. i couldnt concentrate much.. wads worse was tw was not there cos he was on off.. and i was alone.. at lunch though joey asked me to go out with them, i did not wan to cos i wanted to be alone.. i went for lunch and many tots were in my mind.. den after my dinner shift i went home.. i just logged onto ms.. i feel so sad.. in the past there were always so many ppl online playing.. now it has decreased to so few.. i went to look at the many ss we all had the past few mths we were playing ms.. and i felt soo very sad.. those days are now gone.. forever not coming back.. i felt like.. sobbing.. haiz..