逆光 !!!

也許我一直害怕有答案, 也許愛輕輕在風里打轉
离開釋怀, 很短暫又重來, 有時候自問自答

我不要困難把我們擊散, 我責備自己那么不勇敢
遺憾沒有到達, 擁抱過還是害怕, 用力推開你我依然留下

有一束光, 那瞬間, 是什么痛得刺眼
你的視線, 是諒解, 為什么舍不得熄滅
我逆着光, 卻看見

那是淚光, 那力量, 我不想再去抵擋
面對希望, 逆着光, 感覺愛存在的地方
一直就在, 我身旁

我以為我能后退, 反复證明, 這份愛有多不對
背對着你, 如此漆黑, 忍住疲憊
睜開眼, 打開窗, 才發現, 你就是光芒

oh my.. wad a nice, inspirational song by stefanie.. really a spirit-lifting song !!

another lame movie..

it was k bdae.. we went to haf lunch at sun & moon dining at wheelock place, e previous restaurant i worked at after ord.. but this 1 was its branch, the 1 i worked at was at chijmes.. hmm.. the food was indeed veri nice.. haha.. i like the kamameshi and its veri fresh and sweet sashimi and its plain rice.. woot.. then we caught norbit.. another bloody lame movie.. but it wasnt as nice as epic movie though.. haha.. then went to marina south for my previous foc gathering steamboat..
so sianz.. the rain started since yesterday til today haven stopped yet..

life..

spent about $400 for my shopping before cny.. that was really alot.. the most i haf ever spent for any thing.. haiz.. i muz really save..
cny was boring.. same old boring cny every year.. but at least got to play some billiard finally after so long nv play on 2nd day of cny haha..
also caught epic movie.. super uber lame show.. how can any show be so lame.. hahaha.. laugh my guts out..
then there was becks bdae party at pariss.. i think pariss seriously sucks.. it used to be ok, now its standard has taken a nosedive.. muz avoid there from now on..
been regretting alot of stuff lately.. keep thinking bout e past.. beginning to feel that im living in e past already.. hai.. how can ppl compensate for something that they regret? really dunno.. guess the easiest way is to be an 'ostrich' or 'turtle'.. hahaha..

fraGility.. ~~

haiz.. life is so fragile.. after finishing 1 litre of tears, i felt that its really a fortune for us to be able to walk, jump, run, move about like normal ppl.. in fact, like wad the poor girl said when she put her hand to her chest, " i am already satisfied, for my heart is still beating "
haiz.. she couldnt predict that misfortune that befell her so suddenly and out of the blue.. that was a real tear jerker.. and also, juz this week, on sunday night, xu wei lun died too due to a car accident.. i read on newspapers that she suffered huge impact to her face and chest, resulting in bloatedness.. and died soon after on sunday 28jan 7.37pm.. life's so fragile.. we muz start to appreciate everything, and really EVERYTHING, before all is lost..
some kind of feeling juz overwhelmed me the other day, when my mum came back from J8 and showed me a new esprit red jacket.. she was beaming with joy, and said " i am so happy, this is the first time i bought a branded clothing " .. sighz.. i dun even think that esprit is branded, but to her, it is already branded, bought it for $60 plus.. she saw it in my bro's room which belong to his new gf, and went out to buy.. i muz strive for high income in future, to make my family happy.. buy more stuff and clothes or whatever that pleases them, and make them happy and enjoy the most of their retirement, before their inevitable departure from this world..
lets appreciate everything ard us..

so long..

hmm.. been quite long here.. went for more shopping.. oops.. im broke!.. haha.. caught deathnote2 as well.. nt bad.. ate sakura also.. haha.. so funny, that day no intention to eat buffet, then suddenly zy suggest eating buffet then go eat le.. lol.. then i had a tattoo this week.. whoo.. but i think gotta go back for touchup in march, cos got a small spot where the ink seems to be lacking.. had sakae buffet with my jc friends as well.. went jb yesterday, bought quite a few dvds, and ate crabs.. lol.. so fun.. gotta go there again one of these days.. sch's starting, am i prepared for it? prepared to slog it out? i guess i shld be.. i muz study hard for next sem.. haha..
still waiting for my 1 litre of tears to arrive in my letterbox, and for the dvd from msia to deliver to me.. haha.. then i can stay at home, so homely feeling..