H~a~I~z

felt so sad.. mon i maple die 1 time when i was about to lvl up.. lost 10% of exp.. then on tues, i maple whole afternoon, and died when i was about to stop in e evening, lost all 10% i have gained, wasted whole afternoon.. then at night i die again.. sigh.. total lost 30%, else i am very close to lvling again le.. sigh.. i wan to be lvl 80 soon, and wear my nice gear.. sigh..
ytd i met jf at northpoint and had lunch together, while i bought some stupid chocolates for the gift exchange on fri bbq.. was supposed to buy another gift as well, as i had to go to a potluck party on sat for christmas, at jude house there.. sianz.. i din feel like going, cos i dun like e ppl there, and i dun wanna waste anymore money, so i ytd sms him say i gg jb on sat.. haha.. he called me after i sms him but i nv answer.. lol..
then ytd yixi called me for some canvassing jobs for next sat new year eve at national stadium.. having a countdown party there.. then he wants me to confirm by 6pm, but he called me at 4pm nia.. so i go call some of the gl lor.. got 3 ppl nv answer, but 2 got call back, onli wm nv bother to call back.. so irresponsible.. he msg me say he watching movie, but he could have called back after his movie right.. haiz..
then i tink he has also become quite selfish and proud in maple already.. last time, before sch starts, i maple more than him, and so higher lvl than him.. and i will always try to help him in terms of items or money or go find him and train together to help him lvl up faster.. i still remember he used to complain tt bandit low lvl very lousy and low damage, but i always encourage him to keep playing and leveling cos when bandit high lvl and got good eq very power.. now that he now higher lvl than mi cos i nv maple much during sch term, and has gotten good equipment frm mars, he seem to become very full of himself, w/o talking or anything, juz play alone quietly, or only party with mars cos mars is e onli person higher lvl than him.. i wanted to play with him, not cos i wan to leech him, but cos i like to play with friends, not with strangers or alone.. but he always give excuses.. and for tt matter of fact, i kill the monsters very fast also, definitely wun lose out to him de.. but then again, come to tink of it, if he doesn't wan to party lower lvl friends cos he dun wan them to leech him, that is so very selfish.. haiz.. tt time i very sian of training alone, i went to find him to party at grupin, and he say here very shiong for me, then afk after awhile.. haiz.. trying to chase me away by saying i train with him very shiong, and go afk after awhile cos he rather dun train then party with me.. ytd he come to sanc2, and say again sanc2 not shiong for me meh, implying i very weak cannot train there, let alone party with him.. sigh.. i ask him come train with me, he either say he go afk or he say go later, but nv got tt chance de.. nvm also lar, since he so selfish in maple, i wan chiong higher lvl than him, at least 10 lvls higher, then he cannot call me noob anymore, but i can haha, but of cos this will take place after sch starts.. lol.. and i definitely wun party him anymore at tt time, cos i dun wan him to 'leech' me.. haha..
how i wish more friends are playing this game, then i can have more friends to choose from to play together.. sigh.. haiz.. so many of them tell me they won't play, cos very childish.. sigh.. its e satisfaction of training a low lvl character to becoming a powerful 1 that makes rpg so intriguing and exciting mah.. now, i have marshal and david and john to play with me onli.. but david play so little, john onli plays with his friends, and marshal usually go higher lvl places to train cos he very high lvl liao.. sigh..
anyway, this week is a dam fcuking week.. maple die 3 times, body sick, mind sick, and also sch holiday ending soon.. sianz.... oh ya, at least my exam results nv make me sicker.. i got 3 B and everything else B-... though not fantastic, but im happy with my results given the little time and effort i have given to my studies.. haha.. oh ya, 4got to mention tt day the results were out, then i logged into maple, wm ask me quickly wad my results were.. i guess he must be feeling top of e world now getting so good results with 3 As.. so wanna compare results with his friends fast.. haiz.. but sl and mars got C and D.. haiz.. mars i expected him to get not very good results, but sl got C and D.. quite unexpected also.. i tot he will do better than me de.. haiz.. nvm, we all pia next sem, i wan get straight As.. even if A- also good.. haha..
go maple liaoz.. muz chiong.. tada..