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hmm.. fri night went for e bbq.. throughout i din felt like talking to wm, cos i still abit angry at him.. but then towards e end, i still talk a little little to him, can't possibly ignore all e way.. haha.. i could sense tt he felt sthg was wrong with me, cos i did not talk at all to him.. but i tot he dunno why im upset with him, cos i nv tell him anything, and my previous entry was written juz a day ago, and i tot he nv bother to read de.. haha.. towards e end, he asked me bout wad ge or pe i wan take next sem, and im abit surprised, cos tt time i was juz abit casually talking about taking same pe together next sem, and he actually remembered.. i tot he brushed tt idea off, haha.. then at night, he came talk to me on msn and i realise its partly my fault also.. i read thru my previous entry, and i tink to myself how could i have possibly written such mean stuff about him.. haiz.. he's definitely not a proud person, nor a selfish person, and i let my frustration at dying in maple get the better of me, and everything he did, i tink of it as something bad.. hmm.. i guess i'm too emotional.. actually about him not returning my call, he got msg me say he watching movie, and i could have msged him back wad i was wanting to tell him about, but i din, cos i wanted him to call back after his movie, i guess its juz my ego, for i was still upset with him at tt time.. and he was concerned with my results, when he ask me for my results, and i actually can let my anger get e better of me and say tt he's being proud.. i guess i am really mean, haha.. regarding maple, i guess he juz wanted to play alone, and i tink i shall respect his decision lor, and not disturb him anymore in maple ba.. haha..
anyway, on sun, some of us supposed to have a dinner at marina steamboat, but in e end it was cancelled, cos too few ppl gg le.. but i had plan to talk to him in person de, so, after i went to the pool, i called him and went down to westmall and ate dinner there, and also explain why i was angry tt week, and apologised to him.. i guess, it doesn't hurt to say a simple ' im sorry ' when one is in e wrong, and also when it can resolve everything bad into good again.. haha.. some ppl wun say tt word no matter wad, even if they are in e wrong, cos of their stupid ego, and its cos of this tt many bad things results.. so apologising is, at e end of e day, a very good solution to conflicts.. haha.. actually i know tt everything is ok liao, else he wun wait at westmall for 1 hr for me to rush down for dinner, and his mum had cooked dinner, but he still ate with me, but i still wanna apologize in person, coz i juz felt better tt way, else i wun feel at ease.. and i tink he was very right when he msn me on fri night after e bbq, about fren fren meet already can always talk it out, and not always bochup him.. i tink it is indeed very apt.. i shall not be such a big baby in future, and juz ignore e person when i'm upset; instead i should juz talk it out with e person.. haha..
todae went for the maple outing with about 20 ppl or so ba.. haha.. was quite sian actually, but i dun mind, cos can meet more ppl, though we wun keep in contact after e outing also.. mars treated me wm and xx sia, i tink cos he earned alot frm selling mesos ba.. haha.. nonetheless, i still thankful to him.. after e outing we went to take some photos and then the 4 of us parted ways with e grp, and went to pastamania for dinner..