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hmm.. fri night went for e bbq.. throughout i din felt like talking to wm, cos i still abit angry at him.. but then towards e end, i still talk a little little to him, can't possibly ignore all e way.. haha.. i could sense tt he felt sthg was wrong with me, cos i did not talk at all to him.. but i tot he dunno why im upset with him, cos i nv tell him anything, and my previous entry was written juz a day ago, and i tot he nv bother to read de.. haha.. towards e end, he asked me bout wad ge or pe i wan take next sem, and im abit surprised, cos tt time i was juz abit casually talking about taking same pe together next sem, and he actually remembered.. i tot he brushed tt idea off, haha.. then at night, he came talk to me on msn and i realise its partly my fault also.. i read thru my previous entry, and i tink to myself how could i have possibly written such mean stuff about him.. haiz.. he's definitely not a proud person, nor a selfish person, and i let my frustration at dying in maple get the better of me, and everything he did, i tink of it as something bad.. hmm.. i guess i'm too emotional.. actually about him not returning my call, he got msg me say he watching movie, and i could have msged him back wad i was wanting to tell him about, but i din, cos i wanted him to call back after his movie, i guess its juz my ego, for i was still upset with him at tt time.. and he was concerned with my results, when he ask me for my results, and i actually can let my anger get e better of me and say tt he's being proud.. i guess i am really mean, haha.. regarding maple, i guess he juz wanted to play alone, and i tink i shall respect his decision lor, and not disturb him anymore in maple ba.. haha..
anyway, on sun, some of us supposed to have a dinner at marina steamboat, but in e end it was cancelled, cos too few ppl gg le.. but i had plan to talk to him in person de, so, after i went to the pool, i called him and went down to westmall and ate dinner there, and also explain why i was angry tt week, and apologised to him.. i guess, it doesn't hurt to say a simple ' im sorry ' when one is in e wrong, and also when it can resolve everything bad into good again.. haha.. some ppl wun say tt word no matter wad, even if they are in e wrong, cos of their stupid ego, and its cos of this tt many bad things results.. so apologising is, at e end of e day, a very good solution to conflicts.. haha.. actually i know tt everything is ok liao, else he wun wait at westmall for 1 hr for me to rush down for dinner, and his mum had cooked dinner, but he still ate with me, but i still wanna apologize in person, coz i juz felt better tt way, else i wun feel at ease.. and i tink he was very right when he msn me on fri night after e bbq, about fren fren meet already can always talk it out, and not always bochup him.. i tink it is indeed very apt.. i shall not be such a big baby in future, and juz ignore e person when i'm upset; instead i should juz talk it out with e person.. haha..
todae went for the maple outing with about 20 ppl or so ba.. haha.. was quite sian actually, but i dun mind, cos can meet more ppl, though we wun keep in contact after e outing also.. mars treated me wm and xx sia, i tink cos he earned alot frm selling mesos ba.. haha.. nonetheless, i still thankful to him.. after e outing we went to take some photos and then the 4 of us parted ways with e grp, and went to pastamania for dinner..

H~a~I~z

felt so sad.. mon i maple die 1 time when i was about to lvl up.. lost 10% of exp.. then on tues, i maple whole afternoon, and died when i was about to stop in e evening, lost all 10% i have gained, wasted whole afternoon.. then at night i die again.. sigh.. total lost 30%, else i am very close to lvling again le.. sigh.. i wan to be lvl 80 soon, and wear my nice gear.. sigh..
ytd i met jf at northpoint and had lunch together, while i bought some stupid chocolates for the gift exchange on fri bbq.. was supposed to buy another gift as well, as i had to go to a potluck party on sat for christmas, at jude house there.. sianz.. i din feel like going, cos i dun like e ppl there, and i dun wanna waste anymore money, so i ytd sms him say i gg jb on sat.. haha.. he called me after i sms him but i nv answer.. lol..
then ytd yixi called me for some canvassing jobs for next sat new year eve at national stadium.. having a countdown party there.. then he wants me to confirm by 6pm, but he called me at 4pm nia.. so i go call some of the gl lor.. got 3 ppl nv answer, but 2 got call back, onli wm nv bother to call back.. so irresponsible.. he msg me say he watching movie, but he could have called back after his movie right.. haiz..
then i tink he has also become quite selfish and proud in maple already.. last time, before sch starts, i maple more than him, and so higher lvl than him.. and i will always try to help him in terms of items or money or go find him and train together to help him lvl up faster.. i still remember he used to complain tt bandit low lvl very lousy and low damage, but i always encourage him to keep playing and leveling cos when bandit high lvl and got good eq very power.. now that he now higher lvl than mi cos i nv maple much during sch term, and has gotten good equipment frm mars, he seem to become very full of himself, w/o talking or anything, juz play alone quietly, or only party with mars cos mars is e onli person higher lvl than him.. i wanted to play with him, not cos i wan to leech him, but cos i like to play with friends, not with strangers or alone.. but he always give excuses.. and for tt matter of fact, i kill the monsters very fast also, definitely wun lose out to him de.. but then again, come to tink of it, if he doesn't wan to party lower lvl friends cos he dun wan them to leech him, that is so very selfish.. haiz.. tt time i very sian of training alone, i went to find him to party at grupin, and he say here very shiong for me, then afk after awhile.. haiz.. trying to chase me away by saying i train with him very shiong, and go afk after awhile cos he rather dun train then party with me.. ytd he come to sanc2, and say again sanc2 not shiong for me meh, implying i very weak cannot train there, let alone party with him.. sigh.. i ask him come train with me, he either say he go afk or he say go later, but nv got tt chance de.. nvm also lar, since he so selfish in maple, i wan chiong higher lvl than him, at least 10 lvls higher, then he cannot call me noob anymore, but i can haha, but of cos this will take place after sch starts.. lol.. and i definitely wun party him anymore at tt time, cos i dun wan him to 'leech' me.. haha..
how i wish more friends are playing this game, then i can have more friends to choose from to play together.. sigh.. haiz.. so many of them tell me they won't play, cos very childish.. sigh.. its e satisfaction of training a low lvl character to becoming a powerful 1 that makes rpg so intriguing and exciting mah.. now, i have marshal and david and john to play with me onli.. but david play so little, john onli plays with his friends, and marshal usually go higher lvl places to train cos he very high lvl liao.. sigh..
anyway, this week is a dam fcuking week.. maple die 3 times, body sick, mind sick, and also sch holiday ending soon.. sianz.... oh ya, at least my exam results nv make me sicker.. i got 3 B and everything else B-... though not fantastic, but im happy with my results given the little time and effort i have given to my studies.. haha.. oh ya, 4got to mention tt day the results were out, then i logged into maple, wm ask me quickly wad my results were.. i guess he must be feeling top of e world now getting so good results with 3 As.. so wanna compare results with his friends fast.. haiz.. but sl and mars got C and D.. haiz.. mars i expected him to get not very good results, but sl got C and D.. quite unexpected also.. i tot he will do better than me de.. haiz.. nvm, we all pia next sem, i wan get straight As.. even if A- also good.. haha..
go maple liaoz.. muz chiong.. tada..

nEw dIgIcAm ~~

fri i went for another audition at york hotel.. so ulu sia.. haha.. but at least its in town.. then the person ask me to go in first, though there was another person there earlier waiting already.. haha.. then after doing the usual things, she ask me whether i am able to cut botak for the shoot if i am chosen, of cos i say can.. haha.. i want to be botak, so nice and clean.. hehe.. told me the shoot is on 29dec, hope i can get it.. haha.. then after tt i met k for lunch.. she supposed to meet her friends later afternoon at ps, so she come earlier to town to meet me for lunch lor.. we went to wisma food republic eat again, she ate korean food.. the bbq pork thingy, while i ate their kimchi rice.. wah not worth it at all, rice fried with vegetable and egg, $6 sia.. not nice somemore.. zzzz.... then we walk walk abit, then i go home liao..
sat i went to mind's cafe opposite selegie.. before tt went to ps mos burger for lunch, then went to mind cafe to play some board games.. haha.. i dun really like it.. dun like board games.. waste of time.. then after that we went to starhub food centre for dinner.. wah last time i still remember i go dere to eat cos that place least crowded, no ppl at all.. now, become so crowded liao.. i had hokkien mee, which is very nice and cheap somemore.. $3 nia, normal hawker centre also $3.. and this hokkien mee taste much better than hawker centre de.. then i ate blueberry cheesecake also, but it sucks! not nice at all.. haha.. then i went to lavender mrt and met jf and went to hp dance performance at victoria theatre.. its for some ajc alumni thingy.. met melvyn dere as well, whose girlfriend not chio at all.. haha.. i tot melvyn quite goodlooking, but his gf abit turnoff.. lol.. met kayhock as well.. i forgot he signed on.. lol.. during sch term his hair was very havoc sia, he spend $300 on it.. then now dec holiday, he gotta go back army work, so cut away his hair liao.. now a LTA.. at paya lebar air base.. the dance was good, but not my interest, so i nv pay much attention as well.. but i tot the girls were pretty sexy.. haha.. i tink dancing clothes are all sexy de.. lol.. after the dance i go home liao, felt very tired..
sun sian! i was sick!.. felt very unwell.. had a flu and bad headache and sore throat.. sigh.. ate some medicine, then in e afternoon, i went to haf a nap.. woke up feeling much better.. but still abit sick.. how i wish someone was there to care for me, other than my parents.. haha.. watched my favourite show at night as well, so nice..
todae i met jf at j8.. i bought his digicam which he bought for $660.. cos he mad.. he bought this digicam, panasonic lumix FZ5, for $660, then next day he saw online got ppl selling canon S2, which is so called his dream camera, and he bought it for $700, then ask me to buy frm him the panasonic de.. haha.. waste so much money on camera.. i asked my mum, she say dun wan, but my dad say if its a good camera, he dun mind upgrading, so i buy frm him lo, but i passed him my old canon camera and ask him to sell for me, then i pay him back the outstanding amt.. haha.. i tink the panasonic quite good, light and powerful with 12x optical zoom.. saw good reviews of it on websites also.. todae i woke up still feeling very sick, after eating 2 bread for bfast, i went to the pool again.. but so many clouds.. haha.. then after meeting jf, i went to secret recipe and eat 2 cheesecake and 1 cup of cappucino.. so ex.. $14.. sianz, why i so extravagant.. i need somebody to help me curb my spending.. haha..
i tink my dad treats me and my bro really good, really very good... buy very nice and ex hp for us, buy digicam, buy arowana fish, buy fish tank, help me setting up of fish tank.. he is a really nice daddy, i tink next time i become daddy dunno will be as good as him anot.. but somehow, i find it hard to communicate with him.. i always try to show him e cold side of me, but i know i shouldn't.. i juz dunno why.. muz change muz change.. dun wait til he no longer here then regret.. then my mum and i on very good terms, i also dunno why.. she treats me very good also, but i juz feel closer and comfortable with her.. maybe cos its the opposite sex? or cos she is a saggitarius, and i'm an aries, and i read on some webbie aries get along well with saggitarius.. haha.. dunno also.. i tink i very bad, i promised her quite long ago, when she struck lottery, she going to give a treat to her work friends at some chinese restaurant.. its a restaurant cum ktv room.. i promised her i would be going, together with my bro and his gf.. but in e end i tell her i cannot go, and went to hp performance instead.. haiz..
kk go maple abit liaoz..

gOriLLa```

tues i sms those ppl who i haven ask yet for the foc bbq whether they gg anot.. i gave them 1 day to reply but still quite many of them nv reply.. then wed morning i online liao ask wm msn cos he nv reply also.. zzzzz... then he say cos he say before liao, then i also ok lor, anything.. then he ask me go watch kingkong.. in the end onli got he mi sl yh 4 ppl nia haha..
wm actually arrive early by 10 minutes, while sl and yh were both quite late, and i was late 7 min i tink.. to tink that wm has actually changed to be punctual liao, i tink i have to do tt also, cannot always be late.. tw tt time also say, go out with me, the timing mus add extra 15min, cos i sure late de.. wahah.. i tink i muz change, next time become i arrive 10 minutes earlier for any thing that pops up..
and ya, i tot this movie sl organise de, but it turns out to be wm sia.. so rare.. lol.. i tink its cos last time i casually say he nv organise anything de, then he go organise this show cos i seem very enthusiastic bout it.. haha.. i tot he will watch this show with his frenz de, cos he seems to onli watch nicer shows with his frenz, but this show never.. haha.. so though i haf another kingkong movie this fri, i also go watch with him and the rest..
then i see yh again.. wah se.. he still same as a few weeks before.. nv shave or cut his hair short.. so uncouth and dirty.. and his t shirt and pants, where is his dress sense ?? last time army anyhow wear ok la, now come out liao, muz learn to groom oneself properly mah.. liddat ppl dun feel like staying around u de.. haha.. it's a form of self respect and respect to others as well.. even though i know him, i also wun feel like staying near him de.. its juz a mismatch of dresscode, others see liao i also paiseh.. haha.. i seem to be vain here, but well, who can say dey are entirely not vain at all ? everybody willl haf that vainity in him or her, no matter how much or how little it is.. and i tink its not a bad thing, in fact its a good thing.. for u are respecting the very life ur parents give u, and u wun feel regretful when u become old 1 day, and look back at the young pictures u took.. ahh, the sense of satisfaction and warmth that u haf not wasted ur youth..
and sl todae again as crappy as usual, but i tink i also learning quite alot liao.. tink he's jedi master, while im still a padawan, but slowly, i will become a greater master than him de.. lol..
the show was draggy at the start and end, but middle part was very interesting.. especially when kingkong fight 3 t-rex, then fight 1 final t-rex.. he grab the t-rex mouth, and ripped it open, and the t-rex died instantaneously.. then kingkong still open and close the mouth as if checking if it's really dead anot and playing with it like a toy.. haha.. so cute !!!
there was this part, where the female lead character was dancing and doing stunts for kingkong to see, and kingkong seemed very happy, and when she stopped, and say 'no more!', kingkong also copied her and show her unhappiness.. then he run off.. then when he finally saved her frm the 3 t-rex stomach, he also show abit of attitude to her, as if not happy with her not playing with him or wad, but still he sort of forgived her and bring her up to some top hill.. then when the guy and the girl held on the the huge bat legs and flew off, kingkong was very very angry, cos the onli thing he treasured was taken frm him, and thats why he chased so far after her.. i tink kingkong is really like a normal human being, with all the senses and feelings all exposed, without any hiding or hypocrisy.. if onli everyone was like that.. kingkong reminded of myself, i also like to be angry and show attitude, then wait for ppl to come sayang me and comfort me, try to make me happy.. wah i sound like a kid, but i really enjoy that feeling, and i tink its not bad at all.. cos if u remain young at heart, even if ur body grow old, ur mind and soul is still young, and u live longer!.. haha.. seem to be debating that being kiddish is good.. lol.. but after the many lessons at shine with jude, i have learnt that a person cannot always receive, 1 muz give at the same time.. in fact, giving brings u more joy than receiving, cos u get to see the loved ones become happy, and that makes u happy as well.. rather than u 1 person happy, and others unhappy..
after show, we went eat pastamania and yakun, then go home liao...
todae went for the meeting, then after the meeting, i went with andrea to cafe by the quad, a cafe in ntu, and eat blueberry cheescake, apple crumble, and cookie with coffee for lunch.. cos i work up at 1115am and came straight to meeting.. haha.. then after that i went with her to the pasar malam at boon lay mrt walk walk, then we saw adrian and lifei at the mrt, and we went home together, but andrea stay behind at jp waiting for her parents..
on the mrt, cos lifei stay woodlands, so we took the same train, but adrian took to bugis to settle some foc financial stuff.. chatted abit with her, and alas, she is another 1 who tell me that, when she came for interview and saw my bleached hair that time, she tot i muz be some siao on guy applying for cgl.. haha.. and she say i look very dao and attitude and angry, haiz, i always give tt impression to strangers, but she say after knowing me, dun find me dao anymore la.. haha.. i tink is because of my prominent cheekbones ba, that make me quite angry looking, cos it seems like this person is gritting his teeth angrily at something, thus the cheekbones poke out.. haha.. but i nv grit at all, cos i dun wan my teeth to get corroded at such a young age.. haha..
kk shall end here.. tada``~~~~

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sat went for harry potter show.. haha.. my frends say i slow.. so late then watch lol.. i used movie voucher to see free show, cos my mum won it in her 'most polite' award in her bank.. haha.. went for yakun lunch, then movie, then eat at food republic fried kway teow, hokkien mee, and fried oyster..
sun i changed my fish tank water and the filter foam.. then at night watch my fav show vampire haha..
todae went to the pool again.. haiz sian, nv maple no progress..
haha remembered sthg.. tt day before interview, i reach pasir ris earli and went with josef to have a little snack at ya kun.. he ask me my course and i said engine.. he say he tot i frm business, not frm engine.. cos i haf the business look.. lol.. he say i haf the business course ppl aura, cos he went for the minor in entrepreneur during holidays, and the ppl dere also project some kind of image that is abit more sophisticated.. i guess i got flattered by tt.. haha.. then i told him cos business course got more girls, so the guys dere dress up better than engine guys cos engine lesser gals, or maybe engine gals not as sweet as business de, so engine guys anyhow dress.. haha.. i muz keep up tt image.. lol..

SIanz

sigh.. mon go out movie see snowman.. tues go interview and bbq.. wed whole day patch cannot play.. thurs whole day lag cannot play.. todae fri go ktv and lunch and dinner cannot play.. tmr go movie cannot play.. left sunday.. haiz.. this whole week wasted.. no progress in maple.. sigh.. i wan get to lvl 80.. cos i bought a lvl 80 glove with 6wa.. i wan wear it fast.. haiz..
todae went ktv, with 4 ppl onli.. k reb wh.. haha.. sing til very tired sia.. then we sang til 730 pm since 2pm.. lol.. damn long haha.. then walk to food republic no place.. but saw my sp there lol.. then walk to scotts also no place.. then go far east han's to eat dinner..
feeling sian now..

evEntfUl~~

hmm.. i met tw on sun to watch aeonflux.. we ate lunch at cine basement tt jap food.. quite nice their egg noodles.. aeonflux not nice 1.. haha.. we had popcorn and drinks during the movie also.. then after tt, we went walk walk and ended up at far east yakun where we had drinks and chatted.. then we walk ard somemore towards somerset and took some nice pictures.. hha..
then i met my other friends at somerset mrt.. then we proceeded to heeren nydc to had dinner.. and we ordered a cake at the end of it.. supposed to order a 'mini' cheesecake, which serves 6, but the ppl made a mistake and gave us a big 1.. which was quite expensive.. haha.. and though i like cheesecakes, but the chocolate topping was not enjoyable.. then we had 2 slices of cakes left and sl gave to his friend.. hope mars enjoyed his day.. haha.. oh ya, we went to meridien to play pool also.. wah, after such a looonggg time of no pool, i really suck at pool sia.. lol.. but nvm la, pool waste money also.. haha..
todae i went out with some of the foc ppl.. went to watch chicken little, then had lunch at cine basement again also, same jap food.. then we went to see snowman at tanglin mall, and the rest ate at delifrance.. wah tanglin mall dam ulu sia.. so far and inaccessible.. haha..
and they kept making fun of me and sy.. sianz.. i hate being made fun of.. so 2pid.. we are no longer pri or sec sch, where friends like to make fun of each other.. we are now in uni le, grown up le, still make fun.. haha..
anyway i was chatting with sy the other day, then i saw her msn saying she wan go see snowman, then i just anyhow ask her wan go see anot, i can go with her.. then in e end she ask so many others go along also.. haha.. got yanli, yinglin, yangfei, yangfei friend, renhui for the movie.. then before the show start, the 2 of us went toilet, but the others all dun wan go.. just gave 2 tix to sy.. then we went in and watch the show, which i felt was quite funny, but not impressionable..
then i hadn't had lunch, sy also cos she went to work in e morning and had breakfast at 8plus til 4plus, so we went to cine basement and ate the same jap food i ate ytd.. so qiao i ate the noodle with egg ytd, and she ate the noodle with egg before also, and so we both ordered omelette noodle together.. while the rest just chat and sit there nv eat..
then we went to tanglin mall.. so far.. sianz.. then after seeing the snowman, which was alright la.. and the 'snow' was actually foam.. haha.. we took many pics.. then we went to eat at delifrance.. cos the 2 of us had ate awhile ago onli, so we nv eat.. then while she was on the phone, i told yinglin say i having the cafe glace ba, which is coffee with ice cream.. then after she hang up, i ask her wad she wan to order, and so qiao, she also wan the cafe glace.. lol.. abit the 'you yuan'.. then after eating, we walk bak to orchard mrt and go home.. juz sent the pics to most of them.. gg to maple awhile now.. hope to lvl up.. have another 12 % more.. tmr gg for interview and bbq.. another day gone like tt.. sianz.. haha.. but ok lar..

mars bday

hiakz.. so sianz.. dunno wad and how also.. mars bday on mon, and i wanted to have celebration with some others on tt day.. but wm has another friend bday on tt same day also, so might change to sunday.. but then again, i scared my jc movie on sun also.. hiakz.. or maybe i just forget about the celebration and treat mars eat on mon? simple haha..
then the foc canvassing thingy, sighz.. so few response frm the gls.. about half very buay on, onli a handful replied my sms.. 3 others i had to ask on msn.. and others i havent ask yet.. i guess i shan't chase after them.. since they no passion, i also dun force them.. no point also.. they no passion shldnt have join in the first place.. i made it clear that we had to do canvassing liao.. and they promised also, and now eating their own words.. wad ppl sia..
sianz tues have to go interview at the wildwildwet then go bbq at night.. the main comm having ktv session at cine kbox.. i wan go!.. haha.. next time ba..

wah blogger change stuff

i juz created the last blog and found sthg strange.. there was no time where previously when i blogged, i get to choose the time and the date.. but no dun haf.. then i publish post le, go see, and realise the time is so different.. then i juz went to the settings there, and change the timezone settings to our singapore time.. then in the end, the previous post correct time, but EVERY post before that all wrong time liao.. afternoon somemore.. rofl.. almost all at night 1.. haiz.. but nvm la, i guess the time and date nt important.. the details and the things i felt are more important.. can remember the stuff can le..

bUsY~~~

hiakz.. y so bz, even when its holidays.. sianz.. seems like i have an endless sea of stuff to do.. sighz.. tues i woke up, met mars at sls, then he go buy his new pc cos he old pc at home spoilt.. he bought a matx computer.. radeon xpress motherboard with integrated graphics since he doesn't need dedicated graphics card to play ms.. i chose a althon64 3000+ for him.. he bought a windows xp oem license as well.. total cost 700plus onli.. i bought my laser printer toner as well, $115.. need to print more stuff for uni papers..
ytd was my mum's bday, my family minus my bro went to j8 to had lunch.. i was supposed to treat san zhong liang jian de, but reach there liao then realise there is no san zhong liang jian at j8... haha.. so blur.. then in the end settled for the teppanyaki at j8 top lvl foodcourt.. the person over there told us today is the last day they operating there liao, cos the rent there is damn high.. they cannot afford.. i still remember they were already there since i was in sec1, meaning they have already been there for more than at least 8 years le.. and now they are winding up at j8, i think if i am them, i will surely miss the place sorely de.. such a long time working there, sure have feelings liao..
todae went back sch for meeting.. sianz.. but at least todae was the shortest meeting of all.. i tink about 1hr finish liao.. the previous meetings all at least 3 hrs de sianz... after the meeting, we had a bday celebration as well.. the cake was a black forest cake from primadeli.. not very nice to me.. in fact i tink it sucks.. 4 ppl bday, but nw i forgot who le.. haha.. not impt anyway.. andrea brought some cakes she baked herself at home.. she said ytd her friend went her house to learn baking frm her, and she bake very big cakes.. then her friend took half, and the rest she and her family cannot finish, so she brought todae let us eat.. there were cheesecake and brownie and 'mudcake'.. i tink all the cakes look ugly, but at least the cheesecake was delicious!! so yummy.. i lurrve it.. so cheesy taste.. i tink i ate at least 3/4 of the cheesecakes she brought.. haha.. her brownie also nt bad but the mudcake not nice.. lol.. and after the meeting, suyin chatted abit with me.. she gave me the feeling of being very cold and onli talk and chat with her close friends.. but todae change wor.. i tink she is also quite friendly and warm.. haha.. and when i came sch for the meeting, so qiao.. saw justus eddy xiuwen and sara at interchange.. me and xiuwen go foc meeting, justus sara go cheerobics meeting, while eddy go accompany justus eat lunch nia.. wad a buddy to haf..
then i was supposed to meet jf go town watch movie or walk walk de.. but too lazy and tired liao.. so nv go.. change to meet northpoint instead since he and his gf over there.. then halfway during the meeting, weicong msg me also.. haha.. wanted to meet me for dinner at yishun.. then i tot maybe go meet him, instead of jf, cos he with his gf mah.. then weicong told me he finish work at 6pm sia, reach yishun maybe 7 pm liao.. so late! so i dun wan meet him liao.. met jf instead.. went eat yakun and i bought frogs.. then he came my home see my aro and watch some tv and play doom3 and told me bout cameras.. i want buy new camera.. he got lobang, his sis friend is distributor.. then can get a very good camera which he recommended to me at distributor price.. $570, when outside retail price is 700 plus.. its canon A620.. he say its a new camera and very good and powerful.. then i ok lor, if he buy then i also buy.. he waited at my house til 10pm., cos supposed to meet his gf after her dancing lessons for supper.. in e end not meeting for supper liao, then he went home haha.. wah sianz, waste so much time todae.. todae went for meeting, wah got so many things to do for holidays.. sighz.. no free time again.. haiz..

bDaE oF wM~~

todae i wake up, wah yesterday night cannot sleep sia.. think cos of the tea i drank.. haiz.. and cos of vampire show.. so exciting haha.. and cos of mapling before sleep haha.. then i was still awake at 3plus am sia haiz.. then next day alarm rang at 940am, wah still tired.. but i felt like i haven slept at all the previous night haha.. then i wake up bathe and change and go out liao..
i arrived 5 or 10min late, while wm wasn't late sia.. so rare lol.. tink he maybe scared paiseh if he late cos todae i 'bao' expenses.. LOL..
we went to vienna and had our lunch there.. wah wm cannot eat buffet de.. waste money.. cos he dun eat seafood sia.. onli the teppanyaki section.. wasted haha.. he onli manage to eat 1 raw oyster and 1 cheese baked oyster.. and cannot stomach more oysters liao.. prawn also, eat 1 tempura prawn nia.. and eat those jelly stuff.. zzz.. i ate 2 blueberry cheesecakes.. so nice.. haha.. then after eating and drinking, we asked the waitress there to help us take photos.. wah i dam stupid sia.. wm said shld have taken when got food on the table, now no food liao then take.. haha..
then we took mrt to town and walk ard trying to find a converse shop.. then bought a shoe for him at tangs.. cheap cheap nia haha.. then i wanted to buy another 1 which i later saw at heeren, but they dun have his size.. then we went to collect zathura movie tix and watch it.. damn funny show, especially the sister of the 2 male lead kids, haha.. she actually liked her younger brother future self.. and realise tt after awhile.. wahaha..
after watching, we went to far east cos i wan see the converse there got tt type of shoe got his size anot.. but suay no fate also no size.. rofl.. then i went home liao while he go eat again with his family..
sian cannot maple cos got maintenance.. anyway i feel damn tired now sia.. tmr hope got sun go pool then go with marshal to buy new pc haha.. tada..

nthg

ytd was wm bday.. i woke up liao, went maple alittle.. then i switched off my pc and changed and went out.. to plaza singapura to collect wm bday ice cream cake.. supposed to order and collect at marina square de, where we will be eating at carl's jr.. but then, the swensen over there dun offer wording on the cake, so i decided to collect at ps instead.. after collecting, i went over to carl's jr and put my cake there.. then i walked all the way back to city hall mrt again and took the mrt to novena where we will be meeting to go visit xx together cos he in hospital for some virus.. wah tiring sia, walk back and forth.. infact i in aircon place the whole time and still i sweated.. lol.. then visit xx liao we go eat carl jr, then i brought out the cake as a surprise for wm.. then took some fotos and we eat cake.. then we walk walk talk cock abit then go home liao..
reach home i maple awhile.. then go sleep..
todae i went to the pool, wah wasted.. no sun haha.. then i went home and changed and went to the gym.. then bought lunch for dad and bro.. then bathe and slack til now..
tmr gg to eat vienna with wm and watch zathura also.. i tink i buying shoes for him as present lor.. those not so ex canvass shoes.. he tmr night after eating with me, at night still eating with family.. and ytd he eat finish carl jr and ice cream cake, go home eat family tiramisu cake again.. tonight he went eat with jc class.. wah wonder how his stomach can take it.. lol..
tues gg with marshal to buy his new pc, then wed i treating mum eat lunch cos its her bday !! then maybe watch harry potter with weiteck sintat and wm.. thurs still gotta go sch for meeting haiz.. sianz.. tts it.. prepare go watch VAMPIRE liao !! haha..

i din know sia..

i din know tw also know my blog address sia.. LOL.. he juz told me on msn juz now.. say he got read my blog de.. and that he know my blog address for quite long liao.. lol..
i sunday went eat for my mum's bday with my auntie and grandma.. then after eating i went buy maplestory cashcard.. haha.. $10.50.. i want buy the cash shop crossbow.. very nice and cute.. hehe.. can't wait to use it, but i decided to wait til fri first.. cos fri is my last paper liao.. then buy.. otherwise the cashshop items got time limit de.. sianz..
then on mon i had my materials science paper.. wah kaoz.. damn hard sia.. ask us derive equations.. how to ?? sianz.. supposed to be 2half hr paper, 9.30-12pm.. i finished at about 10plus, and finally went off at 1115am.. dunno how to do, sit there also no use, so i left earli liao.. hhaa.. hope can pass la, dun retake it again next sem.. haha
ytd was lewis bday.. our og went for a celebration at cine kbox.. he ordered cater buffet for dinner, while the present we got for him was a guess watch.. during the ktv session, every1 else played cards, except me wm and boonlong, who were happily singing away.. lol.. finally everything ended at 12plus, close to 1 am sia.. i got my dad to fetch me home.. haha..
I CANT WAIT FOR FRI !!.. I HATE EXAMS.. LOL..
but sianz, holiday so short, 5 weeks nia.. and i got quite many things to do.. how.. wait i cannot get meredy to at least lvl 9x.. haiz... its time for zzzzzz..............

no title.. dunno wad to entitle..

todae.. sat.. sianz.. i managed to chiong my maplestory character to lvl 71.. haha.. i think im quite fast, though i dun play night and day.. haha.. john also think im fast.. i hope and want to get meredy to lvl 100 by the end of the holiday, but i think if can get to 9x good enough le ba..
and wm damn dao sia.. nv talk anything in game 1.. that day i whispered him in game using my storage character and msn ask him things also, but he ignored me.. soonlee msn me saying next sat we all go out eat dinner for wm bday, but i think i dun wan go.. cos he so dao, so i dun bother.. but i will celebrate sl bday next year jan, for he's a much better friend than wm.. haha..
i left next mon materials science paper, and next fri 2 GE paper, then finish liaoz.. then can relax le.. yay.. quite long nv meet up with my jc class le, think after exams ba haha.. now all busy with exams.. actually sun got shihui bday celebration 1, but i not gg cos mon materials science paper.. betta stay home study.. i always cannot make it for jc gathering, they all say i very dao or bz man cannot go.. haiz.. not i wan 1 wad.. really circumstances cannot go.. nvm la, holiday try find time again.. and gotta meet up with ml mel and gf.. long time no meet them le.. wonder how they doing.. still got jf tw june.. haiz.. sianz.. holiday got so many things 1.. i love my home !! hehe..

sorry blog !

soo sorry i always post 1 mth later.. ROFL.. been busy nowadays.. still remember there is this 'camp babes' thingy.. the agency for this pageant was also my agency.. then i supposed to go dance on that day de.. cos their events not that many, then they asked my agency to throw in 1 program, and my agency decided for a dance.. but, i got a CA that day, so i declined after accepting.. so bad.. haha.. then i tot on that day i dun need to go, but jude still asked my go down see.. sianz.. then after pop, still ask me go down EVERY sat to practise, for another upcoming pageant next year.. NTU Glass Slippers, queen of queens.. haha.. i then dun wan.. i wan stay home for my exams and personal stuff.. so i declined over sms.. and i din wan to pick up his call as well.. todae he sms and called me again, but i ignore all of them.. hehe..
juz went out todae to study in the morning with marshal and wm, cos afternoon 3pm got stefanie's autograph session at IMM.. she won big awards last night at jin qu jiang.. haha.. happy for her.. then todae i see her in real life, i guess she's really sooo very sweetlooking.. especially her smile, really captivating..
now i feeling abit sianz.. cos i gotta study for exams, which is a bore.. my first paper, maths, i screwed up.. sianz.. hope can pass and not retake again next sem.. and i got some other stuff to do also sianz.. next year jan 14 got stef concert! last 1 was 3 sided stage, this time it's 4 sided!.. haha.. see how ba.. either i go with army friends or ck..

woot.. another mth again.. wahahah

haha.. another mth again.. i remembered there was 1 day i wanted to blog, then stupid blogger say under maintenance.. haha..
sianz.. so bz and tiring these few days.. going to pass out on wednesday le.. big day.. so stressed.. so many things to do.. then on thurs, i just realised got quiz.. haiz.. after the quiz i gotta rush down to club momo for the camp babes.. gonna dance there for the event.. haha.. feel quite honoured to do so.. but i also very shag.. my studies are sooo far behind now.. i wonder if the 1mth is enough for me to catch up anot.. haiz.. really hope to get good results and pass with flying colours..
ytd after the course, i rush down to yew tee mrt for justus bday.. i think its onli appropriate to show up though i felt very tired and dun feel like doing so.. cos he invited me, and i should show face and turn up, else hard to communicate next time if the opportunity ever arises.. and im very thankful to soonlee.. he drove me and wm home.. even though i am really out of the way.. felt grateful to him.. think he really is my good friend.. but wm seems very cold to me.. i tink i should not be good friends with him.. he doesn't show anything at all to me that he regards me as his good friend..
i think i shouldn't bother bout such stuff.. got more impt things to do.. pop.. the dance.. exams.. haiz.. think i will ask marshal in the morning to go bishan gym, then after that study together ba.. haha.. not bad an idea.. but think i dun wan study with the rest le.. they all live out of the way.. i tot of a central place at woodlands library, but i think sl and marshal and loke can, but wm always say come bukit batok lar.. if he study also study at bb or jurong.. so i think i need not ask him.. he seems to have a grudge against me sia.. always like to sing opposite tune to me.. the artistes that i all like he juz like to say how bad they are.. dunno izzit me or izzit him..
argh im so bz and stressed.. can't wait for exams over then can enjoy my dec holidays !! whee..

wah so long sia

hmmm.. i realised its been a long while since i blogged.. this is the recess week.. but i have no mood of being on holiday at all.. i just sort of 'finished' my lab report todae.. basically, i only typed the title and the introduction and benefits of e experiment, the rest i copy wholesale from the ntu edventure webbie de.. lol.. hope can still get pass la.. i also sianz to find info then type it out le.. just came home from the modelling course at shine.. so tired.. every tues and sat.. for 4 weeks.. then can pass out.. and hope everything will slacken alittle.. then can concentrate on schwork.. this week i still gotta catch up on my maths, physics, and material sciences.. next week, got maths quiz and physics and material sciences CA.. sianz.. i still so weak in them.. then still have to settle eca stuff.. haiz.. now i think im no longer as sad as before le.. i think there are better and more things in life than the things i have been thinking about.. life is short.. muz make the most out of it.. ^^

new laptop !!!

today i bought acer travelmate 4103WLCi from school computer shop, eight flags.. wanted to wait til next week's comex den see whether got any good or cheap deals anot, in the end cant wait.. and somemore the person say they got stocks today, and if i can pay on the spot, can get it le.. haha.. now using it to type this blog.. not used to the keyboard yet.. lol..
mummy say she pay sia.. so good.. den juz now she say she go discuss with dad about splitting the cost in half.. haha.. $2.3k sia.. so much.. lol..

pageant

i got prince.. haha.. though during the real event itself, left mi and 1 other guy, and 2 other girls.. during rehearsal, is rehearse mi and the princess get king and queen de, den the king and queen get prince and princess, but during the real pageant, we all exchange roles.. haha.. after the whole thing, my og, and other friends all told mi they tot it would be mi who win the pageant de.. but in the end i nv.. haiz.. but nvm la.. its all over le.. muz catch up with studies le..

nAtIoNaL dAy ~~~~~~~

w00h000, its national day wor.. our ctry is 40yo now.. haha.. now, the tv is airing live all those celebration, but im not watching.. lol.. later going to do my tutorial.. nowadays really dam bz sia.. talking bout the pageant thing, the model agency in charge of teaching my pageant has approached mi to become their model already.. haha.. so actually the pageant i can heck care liaoz.. but i cannot, becoz they have been planning this event since last year september, i cant possibly let their hard work go to waste, so i still have to put in effort.. my own course will start in sept 3, i tink once or twice a week.. haha..
den i on this past week thurs, went to take my own photoshoot with the agency, 'shine', already.. the 1st pic was mi wearing a long sleeve brown striped wrinkled shirt inside, with a brown coat outside, and the bottom was a brown pants.. and i wore a hat, something that looks like the golfer hat, only that i wore it sideways.. 2nd was mi topless, kneeling down, with my 2 hands on some chair, and my fingers running thru my hair.. 3rd was topless, with jeans, standing up and pose... last was wearing a full suit, with some wig on my head.. haha..
den we had been having quite many training sessions these past few days.. haiz.. been skipping my lessons.. wad worries mi is the lab, i had missed it once already, and its really very troublesome to arrange for makeup lab, had to appeal 1, and wait for email.. dunno can approve my makeup lab anot.. den tmr 1, i also gotta miss it, cos of clothe fitting, den training at shine, den clothe fitting again... haiz.. sianz.. miss 2 lab in a row.. if they dun let mi makeup, den my this 2 lab assignments considered 0 marks sia.. haiz..
todae, i went to dye my hair.. i bleached it first, and my hair appeared fuller, more, and very yellowish blonde.. and i dyed it to a metallic greenish matte colour.. i like it very much.. haha.. 1st time i bleached my hair.. tink i will bleach it more in the future when the colour fades off.. lol..
ok i shall end here.. later go do my this friday tutorial, den maybe maple abit.. hope i can perform well this sat at the ball..

2nd day of school

hmm, in the end, i met tw, watch movie with him, zai shi jie zhong xin hu huan ai.. indeed, i felt like crying during the show, it depicts a very beautiful, simple, yet romantic romance.. we din meet hoiyan and krystal cos tw cannot make it, after the show he went to meet his friend, den go to his grandma hse.. i went to starhub main centre foodcourt and met up with my og friends.. din felt like eating dinner cos i had popcorn during the show.. i wanted to go home after meeting them de, cos next day sunday got photoshoot, in the end i went with them to the ktv cos it was daniel's birthday on friday, so mi and andrea decided to stay til the cutting of the cake.. but in the end, the ktv session turn out to be so fun !.. and i stayed all the way til 11pm sia.. haha.. after that they went to catch some movie, i tink it was 'the island', but i really gotta go home and rest for the next day photoshoot..
next day, i went and met up at paya lebar mrt, and went to the studio at quite an ulu place.. the person said my hairstyle was the most difficult she had to do, and ask mi to show her how i usually style my hair, which is just some easy messy hairstyle lo, and she say its fine.. haha! and she applied some foundation and lip gloss on mi, den we proceeded to take the shots.. after that i went home le.. rest for monday..
monday i went to school and met up with my jc friends, and halfway during the orientation talk, they find it boring, and went out instead to the cca fair.. haha.. i went to sign up for the dancesport, and wushu.. i tink i next week going to dancesport, wushu, and CAC welcome tea ba, cos i feel quite interested in them..
den today tues, i went to school for a very boring 2hr lecture, den went to the cca fair again cos my friend lirong wanted to get her friends to sign up for the japanese society.. during the fair, shine modelling agency, the agency responsible for our CAC pageant, called mi and asked mi to come down tmr for some interview or audition.. she said the person who taught us the catwalk last tues was quite interested in mi, and they need new faces and talent, and want me to go down.. i was abit apprehensive, cos the winner of the pageant will get a modelling contract with them, but if i get to sign beforehand, will i or they be breaking any rules? anyway i tink dun care so much lo, just go down and see wad they got to say ba..
today i saw my that friend again in school, however, it was just a barely audible 'hi' 'bye' greeting.. to tink that our friendship has degenerated to this state.. i really feel sad, but i tink there is no more point in the friendship le.. we should look forward to more and new friends who treat us better.. hurray !

SAD DEPRESSED

k i shall start from last post.. the next day, on sunday, i went out with my og ppl, to have dinner at sushi tei at paragon.. den we went to lucky plaza for some pool.. den after that most of them went home, left me, lewis, yingyong, yixi, and peifen, the onli gal.. we took lewis car to esplanade glutton makansutra to have supper.. den we slack ard abit, and lewis sent us home..
i felt very sad on mon, cos i saw one of my so called close friend friendster.. i tot we were very good friends.. but i tink it turns out otherwise.. cos of some small stuff here and there these past few weeks.. and i saw on his friendster, he put 2 other friend pic, but without mine.. y i upset about this is cos the 4 of us went to taiwan together, and he put 2 pic on his friendster, 1 each with 1 other friend, but neber put my pic.. i tink this show his priority on his friends ba.. he called mi for movie on monday, but i neber wan to go, partly is because i meeting 1 of my friend le, but mainly is cos i tink he doesnt treat me as a true friend, and also i think because he wanted to sort of repay me for not watching F4 on sunday, the day before the 1st day of orientation camp.. we supposed to watch F4 on saturday de, then he say he cannot go cos he got family dinner, then i was planning to just go with marshal and zw for the show lor.. but marshal say we go watch on sunday together lor, i say ok, and he say this too in maple.. but at night, he say he cannot go liao cos he watching show with his friends on sunday also.. wad is this sia, fooling us lor.. somemore he say the point is not whether he watching the same show with us and his friends anot, but because he dun wan watch 2 shows in 1 day.. and to think before the taiwan trip he can go watch with me and soonlee, then at night go back westmall and watch another show again with his friends.. this goes to showing his priorities on ppl..
den on tues, he called mi inside maple, but i ignored him.. den he called mi about 45 min later on msn, and ask y i neber answer him.. den i say everything i unhappy about him lo.. and he say its juz tt i too sensitive le.. nthg much 1... its juz friendster onli.. haiz.. i tink, its through small small little things that u can see a person heart and feelings.. small things doesnt necessarily is meaningless; on the contrary, the smallest things can haf the biggest significance.. haiz..
on tues, i had my 1st pageant training.. learning catwalk, the pattern we will be walking on the day itself.. i tink the person who is teaching us is gay, and he likes mi, cos he pay more attention to mi, and molested mi.. haha.. though i felt it tt way, i neber say tt out, til the girl contestants themselves tell mi we all ganna by him le den i tink so.. lol.. but heck la, we will be meeting them onli for maybe 2 more times, so it's ok lor..
den on wed night, i went out with lewis, yixi, and peifen to go zouk.. haha.. i bery bery long no go clubbing le.. we went there, and 2pid peifen neber bring her ic, so we took cab back to her home at tpy, and go back again.. lol.. the cover charge was $20.. we went in, i took a little sip of the alcohol, and we went dancing.. we met up with shihui and 1 other guy, and stick together lo.. dance halfway, shihui ask mi treat her drink, den we went to buy.. its some lychee martini or wad i tink.. quite sweet and nice.. den we went back dancing again.. wow shihui stamina is amazing, lol.. she always chiong 1.. den after tt, at 4am when they closed, we went to shell kiosk and they bought some drinks.. den i took cab home with peifen..
todae fri, i wanted to wake at 6am, cos got some engineering orientation talk at 9 am.. but i too tired, and i overslept.. and kelvin loke called mi at 830, heng ar.. den i bathe liao took cab down.. wasted $15.. den turns out tt the whole talk was boring sia.. and i went home after the morning talk liao, and skipped the afternoon talk.. haha..
tmr i meeting tw and krystal and hoi yan for some small meeting, and pass tw the taiyang bing i bought from tw.. and most prob i oso wanna watch movie also.. though now i still feel sad about losing a good friend, a very good friend whom i cherish alot, but i guess since the person doesnt really treat me as his true friend, no point in feeling sad anymore.. so.. i guess i will find more true and good friends in uni ba.. and hope the photoshoot on sunday will turn out nice !.. lol..

0rientation camp

wow.. i neber tot orientation camp was like that.. maybe cos i neber went for 1 before.. i made many good friends there.. and had quite a fun time of my life.. learn many cheers, and many 2pid games.. and sleep so little sia.. felt quite sianz at first.. den slowly i like it le.. haha.. dunno leh.. i seem to haf alot to say, but now i typing, oso dunno wad to type.. find most freshies not tt cute, most of the cute 1s come from the 2nd year.. LOL.. and i gg for some pageant thingy on the 13 august.. got training 1 sia.. to prep ourselves for tt night.. haha.. i wonder how everything will turn out.. looking forward to uni life.. should be fun !..

back from taiwan!

hmm.. as i was reading my last post.. i bought a golden crow before leaving for taiwan.. however.. i din feel any excited at all.. i also dunno why.. haha..
and i'm finally back from my 6day trip in taiwan.. lemme recap abit..
on the first day we took a 4hrs plus airflight to taiwan.. den we took about 2hrs bus trip to a hostel.. which turn out to be a flat which the owner rent out to ppl.. den after tt we went to shilin night market and had our late late dinner.. we ate tian fu luo, oyster omelette, smelly beancurd, and some other small snacks.. haha.. den after tt i remembered i bought a bing tang hu lu.. strawberry 1... sweet and nice.. den i remembered we went to quite many places.. that on juz the 2nd day, i felt like we had covered alot of places here already.. haha.. we went to see waterfall, sun yat sen memorial hall.. zhong zheng ji nian tang, hotsprings, shopping centres like the ones in ximending, small lanes shops, wulai, and many others.. i spent a total of about 1.5k sgd sia.. bought quite some clothes, a branded bag in taiwan, tommy summer cologne, jpg summer cologne, lancome miracle perfume, and snacks like taiyang bing, and some other bing.. oh ya i forgot to say that we slept in the hostel for 2 nights onli, den after that we lied to the owner that we gg to other ctries already, which in fact we moved to rainbow hotel in ximending, because the beds were hard, and it was crampy and abit dirty there.. haha..
k shall end here.. :D

zZzZz

haiz.. this fri.. july 1st.. i going overseas to taiwan with some of my army friends le..
but i feeling sad instead.. because i have a feeling i wun get my lvl 60 weapon by this friday.. i am going to go overseas with a regretting feeling.. haiz.. should have bidded and bought the weapon 1 or 2 weeks back.. sighz.. i decided to cut my hair and pack my bag this wed.. saw pan ling ling last friday at causeway point with 1 other female and some kids.. wow she looks stunning in real person still.. very beautiful.. now.. i also dunno wad to do.. go play game, but i no mood to play.. cos no good eq for me to use.. cant tink of anything to do also.. at night go running again ba.. haiz.. no good tv show also.. sighz..

w00t

ytd i was at causeway point, and i went to music junction, wanting to buy ben c album.. den i saw the red and green promotion, and bought ben c and shawn albums.. den i went home and changed and went out with wm and zw to 933 '22nd year jie tou bao chang hui' at civic plaza.. wooo quite many stars were there, but i only liked the last group of stars to appear, who are the favourites amongst all the stars, energy! they sang their new album 'tian yu di' and 1st album 'di er ci ai shang ni'.. den after tt zw had to go so we went home together..
i reached home den ripped ben c and shawn album into my pc mp3.. w00000 i love ben c songs.. i read on net tt he won some big singing competition organised by macau hk and 1 more place.. den this 1st album he in charge of every song lyrics and melody, and he was also the producer of the album.. sthg like david tao, but this is a huge feat for a new singer debut album sia! and his album are mostly r and b songs, which are very soothing and nice.. i really love his songs! so soothing, sentimental, sad..
i received ntu huge package this morning, wah got so many things to do.. sianzzzzzzzzz.. gotta go back to schling life again..
and i gg to collect my passport on tues, and also pass my ben c album cover to kbox @ paradiz, cos ben c coming singapore in july, and he will sign the album cover and write our name on it also when he comes for zao bao party.. some concert i tink..

1mth again

hmmm as i look at my last post.. its been another 1 mth since i blogged.. hahaz.. anyway nowadays nthg much.. just watched sw3 with my friend.. very nice.. and i been slacking ard doing nthg.. playing games mostly.. waiting for university life.. where everything will be very different.. going to go back to study mode after 2years plus.. hope can adapt easily back.. :D

s00 lOng...

been quite long since i came in here.. haha.. recapping abit.. i remember global maplestory has licensed its game out to asiasoft online.. so which means the maple all of me and my friends have been playing will most prob be deleted or no longer being updated.. i felt very 'ke xi' cos i really spent alot of time and effort on it already.. haiz.. den i remember i told my friends tt i wun be changing over to play the new maplesea.. continue playing in old maple.. until it finally close down.. den i play my own games and dun play maple anymore.. but in the end i changed over to play the new maple cos i quitted my job.. i tink i decided tt i dun wan to play new maple at tt time is cos i busy with work and i feeling abit down.. but after tt ok liao, and i quit my job cos its full day, no time to play and relax, sianz.. so i tink i can carry on playing.. restart character restart lor, i dun play back my old mage, i try a totally new different ulu class, xbowman.. haha.. been quite busy training lor.. in the early days very sian, cos it was very laggy.. the new server lauya.. haha..
my parents been overseas at china for close to a week liao.. coming back 2days later, on tues.. haha.. wonder wad they bought ?..
and i feeding my fishes with goldfish and frogs recently.. its very good to see my fish eat all these live food with such eagerness..

reconcile?

i forgot wad day was it already.. tink it was on thurs night ba.. or early fri morning.. ch pm me in maplesource forum and said alot.. mainly is about his acc empty and his a little explanation.. i logged in my mage and got marshal to return the stuff back to ch acc.. and den i log in my mage and msged ch alot.. i tink i trust wad he says and dat he wun hack me.. i was just always recalling the past, the times and days we had together.. i cannot believe he will do this.. so i belived his explanation.. i wanted to return his mesos that i took from him the other day but he din wan it.. he wan me to return when he finally found the person who sold him my stuff.. so nvm lor, i just keep it.. i felt so happy that day.. but i know time cannot be reversed.. all of us who play ms cannot be like last time liddat le.. no more friend friend play together le.. sighz..
anyway for ms.. i used his mesos and bought quite a powerful cromi, and i managed to pass all 5 60% scrolls on my pink flowered earring.. i am now more powerful than before, but i can neber be as happy as before when i got hacked.. and all these many events which transpired.. haiz..
my mum told me in the morning when i was sleeping that she won the first prize in 4d, though its only 2k cos she 'quan da'.. hahaz.. she gave me $100.. she gg overseas with my dad for about 8days and gg many ctries also.. mainly china.. i hope i can carry on my life happily, w/o much unhappiness anymore.. i dun dare to get too close to my work friends as well.. i tink they tink i very dao, dun talk much and go out with them and dun wait for them to go home together or go out eat.. its because i dun wan to be sad anymore by friends.. i shall try not to be too much into friendships for if something bad turns out, i dun wan to feel sad anymore.. i wan to be happy and happy and happy.. else its a waste of life..

working..

today i went to work with a very sad and down feeling.. i couldnt concentrate much.. wads worse was tw was not there cos he was on off.. and i was alone.. at lunch though joey asked me to go out with them, i did not wan to cos i wanted to be alone.. i went for lunch and many tots were in my mind.. den after my dinner shift i went home.. i just logged onto ms.. i feel so sad.. in the past there were always so many ppl online playing.. now it has decreased to so few.. i went to look at the many ss we all had the past few mths we were playing ms.. and i felt soo very sad.. those days are now gone.. forever not coming back.. i felt like.. sobbing.. haiz..

w0rk??

ytd i went to report for my work.. my interview at japanese dining sun was successful while ch's was not.. i tink cos my friend brought me in ba.. i went to report for work early cos i was suppposed to get my uniform on that day den start work liao.. den after getting everything, i dun have black leather shoes with me and they also neber tell me.. so the manager let me decide to come back in the evening to work or tmr den start work and i chose tmr.. so i went home after getting my uniform..
ytd was a saddenng day for me.. i excchangeed character with ch to play for a while.. den play a while later he say he got olympus but att 63 only.. den i logged off and go eat dinner.. when i logged back, ch was not online anymore and i couldnt see the olypmus in my inv.. so i logged in his and wanted to see it cos i tot he transferred it into his character.. at that time i felt a bit sad already cos if he really got the olympus and transferred it to his acc, it means he wanted it for himself.. i wanted to share ms this game with him, cos he treated me sooo good.. bought so many stuff for me and i was very grateful.. so i wanted to share my acc with him.. i dun care about the money.. if he tink i would want the oly for myself he wrong and wrong..
and when i log in his 3rd and final character wanting to see the olympus for myself, see whether he really so heng.. cos i train at cargo for so many lvl w/o olympus.. and i got a total shock.. wad settled next was total sadness and disappointment.. cos i actually saw my previous old stuff in his inv.. the stuff i got before i was hacked.. many ppl told me ingame dat it should be friend who hack me cos real hackers dun hack game money, they hack real money.. and also i neber type my login id when i play ms 1.. so even if got keylogger should not have my login id.. though i was a bit skeptical, i chose to disbelieve that my friends would do such a thing.. and now.. haiz.. i discussed with marshal and den i logged in ch acc when he was lagged out and transferred my stuff and his mesos to marshal.. den i log in my own mage and got back my stuff from marshal.. dat day, i tink everyone who play ms in my unit was online.. and i confronted ch but he denied.. i felt sooo sad.. i couldn't believe my gooooooooooood friend would do this.. dat night i tried to sleep but couldn't.. all my army experiences with ch came back.. i couldnt sleep well..
and still had to work full day the next day..

BUSY!

today wake up.. wah so many stuff to do.. first i caught my red tiger oscar out of the tank, den i drained the water out, den i took out ALL the sand and rocks.. tough work.. den wipe the whole tank.. and den after making sure its clean, me and my dad installed the new filter on it and den pumped clean water back in.. den its time for the upper tank liaoz.. i caught the pearl aro and put it on the bottom tank which i just cleaned.. den i caught out the 2 blood parrot and albino bichir and put it in a makeshift pail.. den i again drained out the water and cleaned the whole filter.. and then pumped clean water back in.. wah shag.. took about total 5hrs!!!
den jf came to my home and we together went to yishun fish shop and bought my rtg finally.. i released the oscar, blood parrot and sucker fish into the reservoir near yishun central.. jf took home the albino bichir for his own tank.. i went home and released the rtg slowly into its new home.. its not afraid at all.. swim with grace so easily and freely.. i love it!!!
hahaahahaha

ORD

wheee.. ytd i and the ptp ppl got our pink ic.. so good.. finally after 2years plus.. after getting it, i tot, wah suddenly so fast get liao ar.. i tot still got many stuff left undone sia.. lolx..
after getting it me and ch went to foodcourt to eat lunch.. i told him to wait for me to buy den he eat, but he still eat first when i was buying my food.. hmmph...
den after that go home liaoz.. wah.. freeman liaoz.. lol.. can do wadever i like liaoz..
today i went out with weiteck to go for some interview for next weekend heineken beer peddlar at stadium.. some rugby matches event.. think its quite a major event sia.. we went to some jap restaurant to eat our lunch.. den i went with him to international plaza for 1 of his job interview.. after the long wait he decided not to do it cos the salary was too low.. i also tink so too..
den i went home and just now went to the fish shop at yishun and finally reserved the rtg which i felt was very beautiful.. haha..

tues night

den while on the bus.. i really felt sad.. i received msg that tmr on off, no need to book in.. then i thought, if only i wasn't hacked, i would be happy for the off, cos that means i can play til very late.. and i would have played alot since last week friday.. so sad.. den i tot over it.. i tink i will accept cheehui's help.. help to get back some of my stuff.. and i continue playing.. but this time round, i will not take it so seriously anymore, machiam its my life liddat.. i will just play maple casually, for leisure sake and friends' sake only.. den i msged him, and he agreed to help me get my stuff.. den i reached home and slacked ard abit.. at about 8plus he msg me and ask me to login now.. but i went for a run and came back and realized marshal also msged me ask me to login, got my stuff le.. den after bathing i logged on.. i felt very grateful to cheehui.. den we spent alot of time taking screenshots.. den me and cheehui went cargo for a while and i go sleep le..
now, i still feel very grateful to him.. for maplestory, i will not care so much anymore.. just play for fun, without any seriousness into it.. play when free, and slowly lvl up.. and no more neglecting so many stuff like wad i did for the past 2 mths when i was obsessed with maple.. cos its just a game.. anyway this fri i will be getting my ic and i still waiting for the interview result.. if ok, i hope next mon will start work already.. den for maple is just play when free, not play and go to work with sleepy eyes.. hahaz.. thanks cheehui, u brighten up my day.. though i said i dun wan play ms, its a waste of time, but then somehow i felt pitiful that i just end it like that.. and had alot of mixed feelings for the past few days, now i can play maple as and when i like.. dun need to restrict myself not to play anymore..

tUes

today i booked in 9 am.. linshan called me 8plus asked me buy for him nasi lemak and i bought for myself macdonald sausage mcmuffin and tea.. den i remained in my civi in the office.. saw tern yuan in office at about 10plus.. he came back to do ffi.. den he called medical centre and they say his blood sample not ready yet so he cannot do his ffi today.. den i told him bout my maple story acc being hacked.. and he say he play his ragnarok for 1year already.. 2mths ago he also ganna hacked.. so that means he play for 8mths and den got hacked by ppl.. though on that day he also felt very sad, but no use wad.. he got over it easily and continue playing.. for me, i only played 2mth and 1week and got hacked.. its much easier for me to continue playing sia.. and for bingshun, his gunbound acc also got hacked before, and he lost soo much stuff.. but he still continue playing.. as long as u treat it as a game, and play it for leisure, not taking it so seriously, den play lor.. dun need to quit, or feel sad for ur acc being hacked 1.. i tink its quite logical sia..
den after my dental ffi, i msged chee hui to meet me at city hall station at 2pm.. i went home, took a bath, and went out to meet him.. but i still late by 15 min while he arrived on time.. haiz i always late 1.. haha.. and he always early.. and den we went for interview.. while waiting, tianwei asked me bout my maple why dun play liaoz.. den i tell him the whole thing.. he also very good.. he just a low lvl warrior, lvl 30+, but he still offered to help me.. his simple sentence, i help u buy back ur stuff lar.. wah i really happy.. though i know he dun have the money to buy 1.. but his offering is good enuff.. den he say he got friends lvl 50+ 60+ also, can help.. i'm touched.. but nonetheless i say nvm lar, dun waste time playing.. lol.. den for the interview itself, haiz, i cannot work full time.. cos the manager dun let me.. ;( he say permanent job for ppl not gg to study 1, but i gg ntu in july.. so cannot work full time.. only part time.. which is lower pay.. haiz.. sianz.. but nvm, cos there got my friend mah, and chee hui who went with me for the interview also found that he got friend there working as well.. just nice all of us sort of know each other, so good to work i tink..
den after the interview we went to raffles city.. walked about abit.. sat down at coffee club, and realized the coffee selection sucks.. so stood up and walked away.. lol.. felt quite paiseh.. den we went to the entrance starbucks there and bought coffee.. he bought oreo cheescake, while i bought coffee eclair.. den cheehui said today must drink coffee, tonight pia.. i tot is maple, but he say no, got champions league.. den just nice, play til 2.30am, watch champions league.. hahaz..
den after tt we went to search for bus stops for his bus and my bus and separated.. he gg to meet his gf..

book in mon..

today when i went into the office, i saw cheehui so early there.. he persuaded me the whole day to go play ms, so good.. wanted to help me get back most of my eq.. and also go scroll a good cromi and if he succeed, he wan me to come back and play.. and if fail den no choice.. and he also say if i ganna hacked again den no choice lor.. now just play again... they will help me 1.. so good.. but then.. i still hui xin and disappointed le.. if i go play again, the feeling will not be like before as when i played before ganna hacked.. its a permanent wound in my heart already.. somehow this game has impacted my life alot.. haiz.. anyway tmr i gg for job interview with my friend tw, at chijmes, a jap restaurant, as a waiter.. he say if work permanent jog 1mth is 1300.. 5half day work week.. the off day is random weekday.. i also dun mind.. cos nthg to do anyway.. dun wish to spend time at home playing games anyway.. earn money better..

2 mths of no bloggin

cos of wad? of maplestory!! i just kept playing and playing.. but til today, i guess i have much much much more time to blog rather than maple liaoz.. y y y? cos my acc ganna hacked ytd.. april fools day!! the farker took away all my eq, gold and bc ores... i was dam pissed off and sianz and sad.. for whole of ytd and today.. however, today after gg out with jf to see and buy his fish, and getting my motorola v80 in for servicing due to charging problem, and eating lunch with chin khiong, i felt betta.. realised i shouldn't play so much anymore.. no, wrong, is shouldn't play anymore.. wasted 2mths of my lifetime playing this online game, in the end gaining nthg from it, only sad emotions.. wad for?.. i feel my time is better spent on working better.. therefore, i shall not brood over this maplestory and get over with it.. wait for next sun, my ord date, den go find a work and start working fast.. den can get into uni with some cash to spare, other than my parents money..
hmm.. ording liaoz.. time really passed quite fast now tt i tink about it.. i used to want to ord fast, just like everybody else, but now .. dunno is miss or wad, but just feel a bit sentimental.. not really sad.. sentimental should be the word.. haha.. but i shall try to get over tt feeling soon also, just like maplestory, and get on with life.. which is work work and more work.. and in july, study and study and more study.. lol.. oh yar, not forgetting to go running and some weights training.. lol.. tada..

sooooo long since i blogged..

hmmm.. as the title suggest, its really been a long while.. now cos i burning swkotor cd to sell away on auction, going to send it out tmr, den nthg to do den come blog.. else dun think i will blog.. why? hahaz.. just read my previous blog, it says i wun be playing maple cos i got too many games liaoz.. in the end, it din turn out to be the case.. hahaz.. lolx.. cos i just simply play and play maple too much liaoz.. as of now, i'm lvl 43.. fire wiz.. high damage siaz.. tmr mon, is cny eve eve.. but i eating reunion dinner with my family liaoz cos my bro cny got standby 2ntm, then mon night book in for tues standup, so we eating dinner on mon instead.. then i booking in on tmr night, same as my bro, however, tues think only half day.. should be afternoon book out liaoz.. then will go home slack til sun book in again.. book in liaoz actually nthg to do also.. i can see wad i will be doing be4 i ord liaoz.. regimental duties like guard duty and cos, dekit, parades, ord dinner, area cleaning and not much more liaoz.. ord liao think i will be going to work to earn money, to make up for the lost money during ns..

l000ng...

hmmm.. been long since i posted..well.. think will recap abit.. from my last post.. went to jf house by way of 851.. then was late.. bery late.. walked a loong way and went past his house til can see j8 from the road.. might as well take mrt to bishan, since i walked the same way, or maybe even longer.. haiz.. met him, ate lunch with him and his gf, and took the free goodie stefanie vcd.. it's 'the moment' vcd.. some of the postcards inside bear resemblance to jeanette aw.. hahaz.. saw my ord office there at the kopitiam, fang sixun.. wah got sooooo long hair.. so ugly.. eeks.. short hair nicer for guys mahz...
anyway, weiming msged me at 1pm that he reached liaoz.. then kelvin also msg me at 1.40, thinking that i there liaoz and ask me where we were.. i replied i haven reached yet, but weiming there liaoz.. then i took bus with jf and his gf to j8 together.. reached there, saw fish leong, and zhan wei called me.. i met up with them, and jf and his gf went our separate ways.. we walk walk walk, then settled in the food junction and had some desserts.. and talk talk talk.. then finally we went to see zhang shao han.. oh i forgot, fish leong put on terribly lots of make up, and she's quite pitiful, like not much ppl there to support her.. hahaz.. weiming and kelvin went to buy her concert tix @99 or 98, and got her to sign.. kelvin also got her signature on her poster and vcd album.. he also made friends with a guy who was a fan of fish..
nick met up with us to see angela, and woah, i must say that angela is bery cute looking.. she's the typical cannot grow old, baby type of cutie girl everybody adores.. now her hair is long and a bit curly, a bit more matured looking than her image in my mvp valentine.. after that we went to s11 kopitiam and had dinner then went home..
throughout the week in camp, nthg much to do.. seriously.. sianz.. the standby thingy also not much to do, bery fast settle liaoz.. then many of us went for our leave.. me and weiming and jackson had dinner at yew tee foodcourt before going home for our 1 week leave..
during the holidays, i met up with jf at ps on wed cos he upgrading his motorola e398 firmware.. ate pastamania with him.. then thurs i met with him for lunch and then went to funan to buy a brand new half life 2 original box set from an auction i won on yahoo for 50 dollars only.. man the person was on time.. neber realized that the person was a female teenager.. was with another female friend.. think younger than me.. hahaz.. after making the deal, went to eat ya kun bread and kopi, then walk walk a bit, and help jf ask bout his 256mb transflash card.. coming out end of month the person told me.. then went home and installed the half life 2.. man the installation and just getting to play was tedious and long.. gotta install, update steam, update hl2, update cs, update this update that and install and install.. took many hrs.. but the graphics is bery nice.. went to tweakguides to try search for performance or image enhancing tweaks.. then screwed up, had 10plus fps and many stutters.. finally realised the error next day, and quickly rectify it.. now getting bery smooth image @ 1280*1024, 4*aa 8*af.. hahaz.. shiok.. but i think i been playing more cs than hl2, hahaz, still addicted to cs after such a loooooong time..
anyway tried playing maple story cos many of my campmates also playing, and also cos i promised weiming.. but then, i downloaded the .exe cannot update the client version.. asked weiming via msn and he told me he downloaded the 20 parts .rar installable.. i tried that and voila, was able to log on and play successfully.. seems a bit super mario pattern to me.. now i think i not going to play that game much anymore cos got too many games liaoz.. did i mention i went out with june on fri and bought avp2 and avp2 expansion as well.. now got hl2, cs, doom3, avp2, avp2 expansion, ru lai shen zhang to play.. no time to play maple story which is a levelling rpg which is bery bery time consuming.. oh yar, when i was with june and 'forum' toys'r'us, we saw some tv filming going on.. walked past tay ping hui at bery close range.. had eye contact hahaz.. and also saw the female actress.. chio chio.. bery sophisticated look.. but not the type i like.. heehz..
now, think just play bit of cs or maybe hl2, then later cook udon noodles for dad's dinner, at night book in liaoz.. but then, tmr night book out for leave til sun again.. hahaz.. tada~~~~

bBq..

hmm.. the bbq din go smoothly after all.. haiz.. it kept raining in the evening.. we went into the void deck and back out 2 times.. bery dark clouds.. sianz.. we even decided that the other plan was to go back to my house to cook and eat... however, at last the rain stopped and we were able to start our bbq.. june and oileng came bery late.. i bbqed a lot of food.. like the idea of seeing food slowly get cooked and then ppl eating them.. still remembered last time my ambition was to be a chef.. now think no more.. more onto electrical stuff.. after we all had cooked the last foods, we brought the rest up to my home.. the guys were playing cards, while the girls were watching my vcd, the incredibles.. ard 11pm, most of the girls went off, left oileng and june.. they came into my room to finish the incredibles, cos some were watching tv by then.. then soon after the guys also went off.. in the end, left june and oileng, they stayed behind to watch sammi vs sammi concert vcd with me.. stayed til 1230am then went home sia.. so late.. din expect 2 girls to stay behind later than the guys actually..
finally booked in on mon night.. after 3 weeks of dilly dally, spending a fortune outside, i booked in.. missed a bit army life.. then, dunno why, always will have a big gathering at my corner in my bunk talking.. we talked a lot.. but basically, i remembered zhanwei and soonlee telling me bout my date with a vampire 3 story plot.. and the rest like chee hui marshal and later wan teck talking bout maple story.. some mmorpg.. quite late then sleep..
on wed, ard 5 pm, i heard on the radio chong qing asking ppl to dial in to get tickets to stefanie doggie gathering at bishan park on fri.. i, out of pure fun and boredom, tried calling as well.. after about only 5 times, i actually got thru.. woah~~ first time in my life i acually managed to call a radio station hotline siaz.. i was hesitating, then in the end waited for the phone to be picked up.. chong qing asked me the question which was stefanie sun's newest album title.. then he asked me whether i had a dog anot.. i dun have, but he said nvm lar, give me tix go see her.. asked me for my particulars liao then hung up.. woo..
but i remembered i fri got cos duty, and if i change with others, gotta go for battery outing and might be late for the thing, and if take off like a bit wasted liddat on a fri.. so in the end i asked my friend to go with his stead instead cos his stead got 3 dogs.. hahaz..
thurs nights out i went home and he came my house with her.. i passed him my ic and then talked a bit.. he bought 3 boxes of durian and gave me 1.. bitter type, with small seeds..
fri, i did cos.. those going for outing left at 1.30pm and whole thing ended at 4.40pm.. so damn early sia.. those thunderwarrior ppl left at 3.30 pm after their training.. except yonghe jinhui sintat who stayed behind abit later cos of some more stuff to settle.. then ling shan and patrick finished their cct and came to the office and asked me call sm as to wad time they can book out.. lingshan told me before that during the dec clear block leave days, after ling shan and patrick finish their cct at 3.30pm, sm din let time go.. wanted them to stay behind til 6.30 then can go. but today he feeling happy, when i called him, he asked me whether who else in the battery line.. i said thunderwarrior ppl left already, and the rest went for the outing liaoz, left the 2 of them.. he actually said to let time go now lor.. hahaz.. at night marshal booked in for sat cos because he have to open the armskote at 7am and he couldn't make it.. tried to ask for 7.30am but couldn't..
jf called and told me bout the doggie outing with stefanie.. got some competition among dogs, like throwing sthg and asking the dog to fetch it back.. his gf dog din undergo any training, thus failed the competition.. told me stefanie wore long sleeve green body hugging tshirt, with the sleeves rolled up.. her dog was a chihuahua with i name i think is sonny.. they got a goody bag containing 8 cds sia.. got sammi, and some other big stars cds, with stefanie vcd also.. going his house later take back my ic, my albums which i passed him to get stefanie signature but din get, the free stefanie vcd, and a surprise which he say go then tell me.. then maybe eat lunch with him and his gf, then go j8 meet weiming and other ppl for fish leong at 2.30, and zhang shao han at 6 pm..
tada~~