Sunday, January 29, 2006

chinese new year

dunno wad to write.. a sincere true happy chinese new year to all those whom i have kept locked in my heart from my heart.. yesterday had a normal reunion dinner, with my mum cooking lotsa dishes..
life will nv be e same this year..

Friday, January 20, 2006

sianz..

hmm.. feeling sianz these few days actually.. shld be quite excited, at being able to be lvl 80 in maple soon, and also getting a hall after so long, but, still abit disappointed at some stuff..
recalling, i remember i went to do garang guni for my foc canvassing for 2 consecutive sundays, 1st at sengkang and 2nd at sembawang.. the 1st 1 onli earn about $400 plus, dam little for the very hard work and manpower put in.. somemore it was raining the whole day, dam sianz.. then for 2nd 1, still ok weather, but i dunno hw much we earned yet.. then i remember i went to distribute flyers with andrea jianwei and xiuwen.. we met up on wed after my lab and went to sembawang sun plaza and tore the flyer paper into the 4 original pieces at mos, then went to distribute at the letterboxes.. me and jianwei 1 team, while the other 2 girls 1 team, then me and jianwei abit cheated, haha.. put more than 1 in some of the letterbox, and even threw away a stack of them after sometime cos we sianz to continue.. wahaha..
i applied hall with mars, and we put hall 7 1st choice and the new 16 as 2nd choice, and i was hoping not to get my 1st choice but get my 2nd choice instead cos it is a rare opportunity to be staying in a new hall, albeit expensive at $240 per mth compared to $155 per mth.. but then, we got hall 7, and i also quite glad can get it.. though that hall is undergoing renovation and abit noisy and dusty, and the nearest canteen 3 is no more, but ok la, since its cheap.. haha.. todae went to pay the application fee, then sunday i going to pack my bag le, then mon move in.. haha.. i juz somehow, feel that, tertiary life is somewhat incomplete without living in hostel.. i can still remember, when i was in primary 4 or 5, i was looking forward to uni life, and hostel life, where i can be free from my parents constant viligance over my studying.. haha.. though now they no longer do that, but i still wan to live hall to have that experience, and convenience as well, can save on 3hrs of journey trip everyday.. haha..
supposed to be very excited de, also cos i can go back shine collect my cheque payment, but then again, i dun really feel that way deep down.. haiz..

Saturday, January 07, 2006

TiMe tO gRoW uP ~~

hmmm, looked thru my msn history, had a good talk at midnight with my frend, i tink frm 1plus til 4 sia, haha.. sooo long.. i tink i nv talked tt long in the midnight before.. haha.. after that, i felt quite warm, in fact very warm.. haha.. i guess, i should learn to be more magnanimous, and not get frustated at little stuff.. haaaa...
i guess i shall start to grow up, and not get upset over small minor things, haha..
todae, my lecture grp ppl gave sl a bdae card and a tshirt for his 22nd bdae.. then tmr we going out again with army friends for celebration or gathering sort of.. haha.. 3 times of celebration, weird sia.. haha.. nonetheless, hope he dun get tooo hungry this year (22) LOL..

Sunday, January 01, 2006

`sL bDaE``

hmm.. went catch narnia with jf on wed.. not realli a nice show i tink.. then i very sian and tired, cos sch holiday ending soon, so after the show, no mood accompany him go esplanade there take pictures, so i go home after eating dinner at starhub there..
thurs went for sch meeting very late, then went to move some stuff at nanyang house, then go eat dinner at mos, then go home and reach home dam late, sighz, 1 day gone again..
fri i went with sl to eat at marina pariss for his bday next friday.. haha..celebrate 1 week in advance lol.. sigh, now they dun have unagi and soft shell crab anymore haiz.. i tink next time i dun eat such food liao, go restaurants eat already, cos without these food, nothing else is nice to me haha.. but sigh, we eat finish go home already, nv go watch movie or wad, cos we going home to register for our modules.. haha..
then ytd i went to work at indoor stadium for some ABC stout concert to raise money for FOC.. got wang jie, chao meng, and di ke niu zai.. wah i seemed to have gone back in time when i heard wang jie and chao meng songs.. sooo nice.. and chao meng was very charismatic on stage.. i tink they quite old already, but yet could still keep dancing and jumping... the audience were all quite high.. haha.. then after the whole thing, i walked with some of them all the way frm the stadium to raffles city shopping centre.. WAH.. so far.. planned to walk to find cab to go eat supper, in the end walk so far already, no mood to eat supper, so i call cab at raffles city shopping centre to go home.. wahahahah...
then on fri nite, before working at indoor stadium, 1 close friend of mine said something that made my heart felt like it was pierced through by a sharp icicle, leaving permanent damage and freezing it at the same time.. we were talking bout some stuff, and my friend actually said he dun haf to tell me everything de.. i din wan him to tell me anything at all, i was juz talking bout some other things, and yet he interpreted it as having to tell me everything.. it was so heartwrenching.. i guess thats the end of our friendship, i nv expected him to think that way or say those words, and yet he did.. and the things that he chose to do, were also very saddening.. it feels so sad, to have lost a friend in this coming new year, but i guess it's all fate.. i wun bother that person anymore, and dear blog, no point telling you wad actually transpired, because it's all no longer worth the trouble already..
goodbye...