exams over !

finally my exams r over.. so sianz of studying.. tired of all these years of studying le.. cant wait for work life, though they always say studying is much better than working..

caught enchanted on monday.. wad a nice light-hearted humour show.. veri nice and innocent.. today supposed to eat sakae sushi, but im broke so nv eat.. went town watch hitman with kt and kel after they eaten finish.. its a loopholey show, though still enjoyable.. i played the game before, the game was nice, juz tt it wasnt written properly with good codes, thus laggy.. i nv really play much of it..

dun really feel too good these few days.. haiz.. can someone lift my spirits up??

EXAMS

omg.. exams r juz round the corner.. next wed! sianz.. and im not prepared at all.. this sem die le.. this sem passed the fastest among all the semesters i've had, and is also the slackest for me haha.. went for 2 bdae chalets last weekend.. so tired and shag, fell sick too.. before that had a great time with b in town.. ate suki sushi and bought quite some stuff haha..

had lunch with cal at riverview hotel as well.. lousy food! then caught stardust.. a nice magical fantasy.. im pretty broke now.. gotta find some jobs straight away after exams!

so long..

been so long since i blogged.. been feeling veri happy and fulfilled these past period.. nthg much to talk about.. except perhaps 'the brave one' is a nice show, whilst 'balls of fury' is so brainless and 'halloween' is so stupid suspense gory show.. haha.. and i haf been quite slack, nv study much.. but at least the quiz period is over for me.. did badly for 1, the rest still ok.. exams in 4 wks, gotta buck up le.. cannot slack anymore..

poor..

it was loke's bdae.. we had dinner at Ricetable at the building opposite cuppage.. it was a indonesian ala-carte buffet restaurant.. the food was not bad, though it doesnt warrant the price i feel.. nonetheless, we had a great time.. then stupid zw had to go airport (not again) to send his friend off.. he always has many friends going overseas >.< then the 3 of us went to play some pool at cuppage..

i splurged alot again.. bought a new bag, cologne, watch, and clothes.. sianz.. i loved them! but then i spent about $400 on them! damn poor now.. haiz.. and i still spend so much on food as well.. muz really cultivate the habit of thriftiness le!! but the cologne has such a nice intoxicating fragrance, i have been eyeing it for a few mths le.. its Versace 'eau fraiche'.. veri nice bottle and fragrance! and the watch was a sovil et titus! damn nice as well!! looks veri elegant yet casual.. i seriously have a habit of overspending sia.. now my bank is almost empty le..

watched 'the invasion'.. avg show onli.. then had dinner at bugis steamboat.. ate so much seaweed and vegetables, but no prawns and veri little meats stuff.. im so weird..

and im finally going to stop tuition soon.. haha.. its taking a big toll on me.. having to waste whole weekend for tuition.. cannot do my many many tons of other stuff haha.. been so busy with tuition, going out, school, gymming, and swimming.. muz stop tuition, else no time to mug for my test and exam le... this semester seems veri hard sia.. muz be more hardworking!!

exhausted...

hmm.. got quite lotsa things to update sia.. firstly, i received my 1st mth tuition pay, a measly $300 onli.. was $600, but deduct half for the tuition coordinators become onli $300.. even if $600 also veri little lor, about $13 per hr nia haiz.. but i still haf to stay on, cannot quit, cos kinda gave verbal agreement to teach til the kids exams, cos not good for the kids to keep changing teachers.. also, whenever i teach, i feel immersed in their world, forgetting bout the world im in.. its such a nice feeling mingling with the kids! haha.. they're so cute and interesting to be with! anyway, for teachers day, i was so surprised to receive a teachers day gift from a sec1 indian girl.. i realli din expect her to do that, though it was a simple gift, but she took the trouble to wrap it and gif it to me, a mere tuition teacher haha.. so nice! but last sunday, i damn suay! i reached the jurongeast center half hr earlier, onli to realise i did not bring the freaking key!!!! !@#$%.. in the end, i haf to take cab home, and back again.. wasted $30.. haiz.. how could i get so damn blur?!?!

jf came back from his usa work and travel program, after a few mths.. woot, see his blog, got so many nice pics of america.. im so going there after my last year exams haha.. think he wanna go again.. sl also haha.. he got me a ax belt which is a nice casual belt.. wa kaoz, though the food there is expensive ; cheapest fastfood meal at macdonalds is like USD7, but the 'branded' stuff there are damn cheap! a particular belt, which i bought at taka AX for $170, onli cost about SGD50 there!!! @#$%

met up for melvyn bdae as well.. we had dinner at the cine HK cafe again haha.. then we went to cuppage for billiard, then pool, then cs !! omg.. all the stupid, yet fun things i did when i was in sec sch.. same old cuppage haha..

for calvin bdae, we went to comex first on 1st sept sat.. i din gif tuition that day cos it was teacher's day! woot.. haha.. we went to comex and walk ard, and he bought a external hdd and thumbdrive.. then we went to sakura to haf buffet.. i ate sooo many ama ebi can.. those who dunno, its the japanese raw prawn.. i also ate many others, haha.. then we went to catch 'the last legion'.. it wasnt a veri nice show, after the likes of "300".. a veri average show..

anyway, i juz had my cheerobics first meeting.. in the end, i was chosen to be the cp.. i can foresee lotsa duties coming my way.. haha.. but i think its also fun.. i watched the videos on youtube, and realise that its a veri funfilled event.. i hope i can pull it off well.. haha..

since the start of this sem, i haf not studied any single f**k shit at all yet! im so deaded.. haiz.. and i haf skipped like, 20plus hrs of lectures?? haiz.. and i nv bother to look at online recordings.. juz cant find the time.. my time juz passes so fast for me!!! haiz.. i muz really pull up my socks le..

anyway, juz saw the news.. the famous 3 tenors, now left with 2 onli.. pavarotti has died of pancreatic cancer at the age of 71.. his voice is really amazing and powerful.. its a great loss for the musical classical world..

busy but funfilled !

i went for my foc last wk 23-27 july.. was late on the 1st day morning haha.. was assigned to 2 grps.. called fabia and pollia.. had lotsa fun with them!! took sooo many pics.. 2.02gb in total!!! haha.. i lurve them !!

1st day, we gathered outside sch LT and played some icebreaker games whereby we intro ourselves.. then we went inside the LT and watched a lame video.. i tot this year's video was veri well done and farni! then we took a bus and arrived at bukitbatok teamNS adventure centre, or sthg like that.. after we put down our bags and some waiting time, we went to the obstacle course and waited again for briefing, then the freshies carried on with their obstacles.. it was a lousy program.. long waiting time, long 'speech time', not enuff time for freshies to try out all games, onli play 1 game but waited so long, and somemore pay so much... next time cannot haf such stuff again.. then we had spaghetti, i 4got whether it was for lunch or dinner, shld be dinner.. it sucked, cos it was too dry! then at night, we painted our OG banner.. i think this year, all the grps banner kinda cmi, anyhow do 1.. haha.. then we had 'night games'.. it was alright, though the place was abit small for the cosplay game because too little space for the grps to run around, and it was such a wet blanket when residents complained and police came and requested us to stop our games.. haiz..

2nd day, we had some 'forgettable' bfast.. then we went to sentosa, where we had our mass dance first.. then we had our beach games.. it was fun! but too bad, the weather was abit not on our side.. the whole 5 days were kinda gloomy cloudy or rainy.. and today, it was veri cloudy and windy and cold.. if onli it was sunny! haha.. then after that, dinner, waiting time, then we had our fright night.. i went in first w/ christina cos i needed to leave after the frightnight.. i tot the whole fright night was not scary at all.. the 'ghosts' were also lazy to scare us.. haha.. then after that i took the monorail express and went home..

3rd day, i woke up and went to sch in the afternoon for my intersem exam.. it was quite ez.. though got some parts i forgot how to do.. and the irritating thing was, my project group leader was sitting beside me, he's a total weirdo! but the irritating thing was, he 4got something for the exam, and kept making 'tsk tsk' noises.. and made loud gestures, that really distracts others.. then after that, i ate some stuff then met june for her convo.. took some pics with her, and also took some nice pics with the studio ppl who were there.. then i finally caught up with my ogs for the camp.. they told me that the day's amazing race was 'amazing'.. when they reached there, there was no ppl ard, and it turned out that the programmers were still sleeping and were late! and got subcomm even told them that it isn't even competitive, and they dun even need to run and rush.. wad a full load of crap! then we had canadian pizza for dinner sia! last year onli got 45 boxes.. this year got 90!! my god.. in the end, i think we threw away 20 plus boxes.. which is about $300 plus!! damn wasted, my cheese!! then after that was the sp interaction cum initiation night.. i had a SP.. i din even noe.. it was onli on mon that i knew, and then today morning then i faster got some rocher and wrapped it as the SP gift haha.. my nick was jack, while hers was rose, from Titanic haha.. all the nicks were from movies or cartoon heroes and such.. then everyone was blindfolded and led to their respective SPs, and when my SP was brought to me, she was blindfolded but not me! haha.. but i had to act as if i was blindfolded.. lol.. lucky im a gd actor haha.. told some lies as well.. said i was 1st year common engine and such.. we talked for such a long time.. i was tired, but she was more energetic than me! somemore, she had gone for engine camp last wk, and slept veri little, and she left camp on mon to meet up with her engine camp OG for outing and did not sleep at all for mon night, and on tues night after the frightnight, everyone slept for onli 3 or 4 hrs cos the bus came and fetched them back from sentosa onli at 3.30am.. so its such a miracle she was less tired than me haha.. then when we went for the initiation night, i did not go thru any of the stations at all.. the programmers helped me bluff thru.. lol..

4th day was the pool games.. it was such a pity that the pool games were cancelled onli after the 1st game had commenced due to bad weather! then we went to wash up and prepared for the SP night.. i went ard taking photos of ppl being tekaned.. it was so fun! then finally, when many ppl had gone, i went to 'fetch' my sp.. haha.. stupid ppl also tekan me.. i shall not reveal them here.. go ask james or cheewee ba haha.. then i felt that my SP was abit angry at me.. cos she realised that i had bluffed some stuff to her ytd.. haha.. hope she's a forgiving person! lol.. hey.. cutie cannot be so petty huh.. haha.. anyway she got over it pretty soon i felt, cos from the smses exchanged today(sunday) haha.. we went to pariss for our SP dinner.. i bet, all other camps will nv have a chance to go such a place for the SP dinner 1 .. haha.. anyway, i din haf much appetite to eat also haha.. i still remember, selina who kept beating her SP on initiation night, got chided by her SP cos he called her a crocodile for eating 10 small square cheesecakes haha.. i think its ok la.. the SP juz anyhow tease 1.. lol.. anyway, the SP games were BORING.. even my SP said so, after the 2 pathetic games ended.. so sianz.. then after that we went DXO clubbing.. last year freshies were not as on, they did not go down to the dance floor, but this year was totally different, so many ppl were dancing shortly we reached there.. so fun and hot! haha..

last day was also a wet blanket.. cos 1. there is no war games!!!! 2. the tour de ntu was also cancelled due to bad weather.. awwww.. then change to some others.. at night, we had a nice catered buffet dinner.. i really think it was not bad! then we had the skit presentation from every grp.. fabia grp damn farni.. yongsheng dressed up as ruhua.. so comical! then we had the combined cheerfight.. in which ended with my grps, fabia and pollia, collectively called 'popiah' coming in 1st!!! woot.. and pollia ada got best female freshie.. and fabia got overall best OG.. woot.. ^^^^^^

then sat so shag.. after reaching home on fri, i slept at 2plus am.. had to wake up on sat at 7am, cos i haf tuition from 930-5.. !@#$$@ so tired can.. sun also got tuition lor.. shag.. onli mon got to rest.. tues went out and watched simpsons.. damn farni and lame!! laughed alot throughout.. then went to have lunch at the HK cafe at cine.. dun ever try the western chicken chop.. it sucks.. haha.. wed went out for OG outing.. wa sianz.. my 2 grps having outing on same day.. argh.. i went for pollia first, dinner at vilage, then went coffeebean chat.. then i met fabia at eskibar and played stupid FOC games.. lol.. thurs went vivo, calvin passed me some stuff he got from thailand and philippines.. thanks! saw many nice clothes! my shopping desire has grown to an insatiable level again.. juz waiting for my tuition pay to come onli.. wahahhaah.. fri met up with my ventura maincomm.. woot.. so veri rare, that jared organised this outing.. we went to turfcity and had seafood.. wa we had lala, 5 jumbo really jumbo baked cheese oyster, 5 big crabs - 3 cooked blackpepper 2 cooked saltedegg, lotsa lotsa deepfried prawns, and soonhock fish!!!!! that is the type of fish which u onli eat in highclass restaurants and during wedding dinner, u cant get it outside and supermarket or wet market.. it costs $98 per kg.. we bought a super super big and heavy 1, cos there were quite some of us.. and the gigantic fish weighs 2.34kg!!! a hefty $180 plus!!! woot.. haha.. but luckily, now there is promotion for all seafood, half price onli, so that bloody big heavy fish onli $90 plus.. i still remember when we eat at wedding dinner, i cant eat much of tt soonhock, cos it is veri small has little meat, but that day, wah, we were trying to finish it sia.. all the other food also.. but wad i miss, are the oysters!! i wanna eat the veri jumbo cheese oysters.. they are thrice as big as wad u see in international buffet restaurants lor.. haha.. then sat i go tuition again.. sun after tuition, went ktv with pollia.. it was veri fun too.. hope can haf more ktv sessions soon.. haha..

sch officially starts tmr.. shall study harder from now on, for my remaining 2 years.. ;)

touching video (opera)

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oh my god.. gotta see this.. its so touching, it brought tears to me.. when he sang, u can see the female judge tearing, 1 old auntie in the audience was also wiping her tears.. after he sang finish, all the audience stood up! its unbelievable.. !

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so sianz.. hmmm.. why?? cos it has been quite hectic these few wks for me.. gif tuition, lessons, gym, go out.. haiz.. no time to rest and slack at home.. i watched harry potter, and dam, waste of time and $, so boring... i haf watched every movie in the potter series, and i dun like anyone of them at all! so kiddish and fake, at least to me.. stupid me, will still go watch them.. haha.. all cos of the company la.. nonetheless, i tink fantasy writers are quite fantastic.. cos they can actually imagine and visualise such a imaginary fantasy world in their mind, and then pen it down, and add so many extra and meticulous details to them.. and i have always always thought that JK Rowling was a guy, til tt day i was in the gym and saw the tv there broadcasting channelnewsasia, and rowling is actually a female who was reading her stories to many kids! woot.. i have always stereotyped fictitious authors as usually male.. hmmm.. i wonder why.. anyway, i tink she has got many fans ard the world.. borders has got some event going on, and quite some ppl went there for dunno-wad in potter characters costumes.. and i saw on tv, many kids from other ctries also queued up veri long juz to get the newest book.. i wonder if she will really stop at this last 7th book.. i mean, the potter series is a fat cashcow, thinking rationally, she should be milking it dry.. haha..

i performed my presentation 2 for my intersem module.. sang a very old song, 'O Sole Mio'.. it was a neapolitan song, and many singers haf since sung it, with italians being the majority, thus it kinda became an italian song.. so nervous on stage! the teacher made us sing in the auditorium, and i was juz so nervous.. anyway she complimented me for memorising the lyrics.. then for the powerpoint presentation, i prepared the speech onli 1 hr before presenting, and i somehow could remember wad to say, so i juz spoke without looking at the memo, and my friends were saying how photographic a memory i haf.. hmmm, now that i think about it, haha, all my presentations in sch were juz spoken from my mind, i nv used the paper.. guess i haf quite a gd memory.. haha.. anyway, after this module, i realise my horizon has been broadened quite a far bit.. i now know more about the many music genres, got to know many famous artistes, got to know many nice songs other than the common chinese pop songs.. for the 11 pieces of songs which she asked us to choose from, there were celine dion's 'beauty and the beast', which is a veri soothing song.. phantom of the opera's 'all i ask of u', a touching love song.. the musical 'Cats' - Memory, which is another nice touching song.. and this jeff chang's bie pa wo shang xin, which i vaguely remembering hearing it a long time ago, but forgotten much about it.. its such such a nice nice nice song.. i haf also come to appreciate musicals, realising how hard it actually is.. i admire kit chan for her performance in the musicals.. i also hoped that my parents had sent me for some instrument training when i was young, like piano or guitar, cos when i see them playing on stage, i juz feel they are soooo cool.. also, music helps to cultivate the mind.. for the project, i did on Sarah Brightman, a person whom i haf never known before, til this course, and realise how famous and powerful and good a performer is.. juz go to youtube search for sarah brightman, and listen to her singing, wow, her voice is so gd and powerful, and her falsetto is soo veri well executed too..

interesting..

i had my ict.. i realised i liked army life alot.. i missed army.. i miss it.. its fun definitely.. though quite slack and nothing to do for most of the time.. i was the driver, and i think driving is quite fun too.. oh, reminds me of my driving.. haiz, no time to learn sia..

before ict, i went jb again with jc gang on sat.. oh it was fun! had lunch at hongkong cafe, then went down to secret recipe, but i couldnt stomach down any cake.. then we walked ard, and i bought a berms.. then we went to holiday inn.. oh my, it was totally different frm that time i went with zy.. at tt time, there were many stalls selling original vcds on the outside, and when they saw prospective customers, they will beckon u into their secret door inside.. now, no more such stalls.. onli got maybe 5 ppl at the entrance, and when they see prospective customers, they will bring u to an ulu place at back shops, and the pirated vcds are inside.. haha.. then we went to haf seafood again.. we had 4 chilli crabs, venison, 'lala' aka clams, vegs, satays, soup, rice, fried mantou, drinks, and dunno wad else, for onli 22 ringit per pax.. haha..

i had my intersem.. it is fun, i muz say.. there are 2 presentations for singing, 1st is a song of ur own choice, 2nd is a song from 11 pieces by the teacher.. and there is also 1 powerpoint presentation, and an exam.. i juz sang mine on friday haha.. the lessons are quite interesting.. a veri gd choice for intersem haha..

oh, i watched transformers on the opening day, which was thursday.. wow.. it blew my hat off! it is the best movie so far, for this summer's onslaught of blockbusters.. its definitely much better than spidey3 and shrek3 and F4-2 and pirates3.. not onli me, june also said that.. then when i surfed forum, i realise that people were also saying how it overshone the other movies this summer.. wooo.. the onli grip i haf, is that they shouldnt haf changed megatron into a plane like starscream, it should haf remained as a laser cannon like in the cartoons.. nonetheless, its a great movie, with such great visual effects.. especially how the opening scene, Blackout, laid waste so easily to the army encampment.. its soooo cool.. haha.. read that there are going to be 2 more future sequels.. thats great! i love optimus prime!

and im currently giving tuition at woodlands and jurongeast tuition centre.. and i love giving tuition i realise! its so fun teaching the kids.. i get such great satisfaction when i noe that im helping them to understand how to solve the questions.. should haf started giving tuition earlier, like maybe last year, cos can earn more $ and gain satisfaction at the same time haha..

nostalgic..

dearie bloggie..

so long nv blog le.. kinda bz lately.. but sometimes when not bz, also lazy to blog.. kinda sianz to blog le.. recently been bz with my proj module in sch, whereby i haf to go bak to sch everyday frm 9-5 to do 'Building Automation Monitoring System'.. its quite a complicated proj, nothing i haf ever done, but yet it is juz the tip of e iceberg compared to outside real working life.. i realise academic work is nthg compared to real life.. anyway, w/o the poly ppl in our grp, i guess the rest of us would haf to go and join other grps as we do not know wad to do at all.. we are all quite serious in our work, everyone doing their part diligently, and progress is gd.. if fact, we are having our presentation to our supervisor tmr, then after that will haf a presentation for the prelim rounds of a competition whereby every proj haf to take part in, and if we got into e finals, then the final will be held next next tues in LT.. which means, the latest we finish our proj is next tues! earliest would be next wk i guess.. woot.. so sianz of waking up at 6am everyday, even sch term also dun haf earli morning lessons everyday.. and, in our grp, im ok with everyone, except i dun like the leader, he has an attitude prob, tink his social handling skills need some brushing up.. in fact, everyone is almost so crappy, so fun.. haha.. anyway, results will be out on 8th june i heard.. so fast, earlier than last year's.. hope this time rd, my results will improve significantly..

other than schooling, i tink i caught a few movies.. i dun like spiderman, tink its too long, abit draggy, and too many characters which failed to deliver them more in-depth.. but i liked 200 pound beauty, it was comical, touching, and veri entertaining.. nowadays, my 'interest' in movies seem to be dying down..

had my senior camp ytd.. it was quite ok.. but not veri high.. cos maybe got quite some new faces.. and they did not manage the dividing of the grps properly, thus ending up my grp almost everyone dun really know each other.. though it was still quite ok, but i hope the real camp wun be so unevenly distributed, else it will be a great disaster.. din go for today's cos its kinda sianz, also cos i need some rest, else veri shag..

tot i will be able to put it down and leave it behind me finally, yet, realized i still cant..

=_=

so sian.. dunno wad to write.. lemme see.. i watched tmnt? not a veri nice show.. i watched pathfinder, even suckier show.. i ate sakura again, felt abit sick during eating, perhaps i ate too much unagi haha, so nice.. i ate cafe cartel pork ribs.. i went to some place in tpy with family eat some 'xue3 yu2 yan4', juz a coffeshop which 'specialises' in codfish.. had codfish head curry, and some others.. i went jb ytd, kuku yj actually forget to bring passport right at the immigration counter where we had to present our passports.. so sianz.. i went with oil first to jb lor, and there were so darn long queues at msia customs.. we ate secret recipe while waiting for her to come, but this time i had some coffee cake instead of cheesecake.. then she finally came after so long haha.. then we went plaza pelangi make specs, oil wanna make.. then ate some jap restaurant, i had chicken katsu with curry.. then went back cityhall, i was so late! late for 1 half hr.. haha.. then ate ichiban with d2.. not bad food with reasonable pricing.. can consider gg again.. somemore, the 2 jap restaurants stirred this salmon crave in me.. haha.. anyway i muz say, wo huai nian de is such a sad song, it makes me sad everytime i listen to it.. wad a wonderful song, with such big 起伏.. its such a hard song to sing, yet she managed it veri nicely.. anyway hope to go jb again for cheesecakes and ktv and movie and shopping and seafood and buy dvd again haha..

feAr..

i went for lasik on mon.. hmm.. it was a scary process of waiting to go in.. waited quite long outside.. when i went in, the doctor first force the right eye open with some device.. then he use some round ring and suck my eyeball, oh my, tt was real scary.. and i couldnt see anything at all when it was sucking my eyeball.. then he used some microkeratome and cut a flap in the cornea.. then released the suction and i could then see again.. then he use something to lift open the flap, and when he lifted the flap, everything became super bright.. then he asked me to focus on this red light while the laser does its thingy.. and shit, i shifted my eye upwards abit, and i heard the doc exclaim 'shit' then he paused the machine and ask me to focus on the light, then he started again.. after the laser, he close bak the flap and use some pad and smooth out the air bubbles.. then place a contact lens in to sort of cover the flap and prevent it from opening.. then he did the same for the left eye, and the left eye went without a hitch.. then i kept tearing in my right eye after tt.. took a cab home and slept from 6pm til today 9am.. and i felt tt my left eye was quite clear, but right eye abit blurred and overlybright.. went bak for review today, and my left degree was 25 while right was 50.. haiz.. dunno izzit cos i shifted my eyeball up abit.. hope it will recover soon..

ni guang mv..

300

i watched 300 twice ! its quite a nice show.. after watching it, i realise tt veri veri veri few, if any at all left in this current age, have the spartans bravery and courage.. they would willingly sacrifice themselves for the country, even if they know that its a 100% chance that they would die.. at e end, though leonidas and his 300 haf sacrificed, but the magnificient scene of the 10k spartans and 30k greeks going to war with persia was so inspiring and touching.. if onli 300 spartans can kill so many many persians, i can imagine the damage that 10k spartans and 30k greeks can do.. w00t.. anyway e graphics were quite nicely touched up.. and the violence was not gory at all.. it was veri artistically done, even with all that decapitating of heads and slicing of arms and legs..

逆光 !!!

也許我一直害怕有答案, 也許愛輕輕在風里打轉
离開釋怀, 很短暫又重來, 有時候自問自答

我不要困難把我們擊散, 我責備自己那么不勇敢
遺憾沒有到達, 擁抱過還是害怕, 用力推開你我依然留下

有一束光, 那瞬間, 是什么痛得刺眼
你的視線, 是諒解, 為什么舍不得熄滅
我逆着光, 卻看見

那是淚光, 那力量, 我不想再去抵擋
面對希望, 逆着光, 感覺愛存在的地方
一直就在, 我身旁

我以為我能后退, 反复證明, 這份愛有多不對
背對着你, 如此漆黑, 忍住疲憊
睜開眼, 打開窗, 才發現, 你就是光芒

oh my.. wad a nice, inspirational song by stefanie.. really a spirit-lifting song !!

another lame movie..

it was k bdae.. we went to haf lunch at sun & moon dining at wheelock place, e previous restaurant i worked at after ord.. but this 1 was its branch, the 1 i worked at was at chijmes.. hmm.. the food was indeed veri nice.. haha.. i like the kamameshi and its veri fresh and sweet sashimi and its plain rice.. woot.. then we caught norbit.. another bloody lame movie.. but it wasnt as nice as epic movie though.. haha.. then went to marina south for my previous foc gathering steamboat..
so sianz.. the rain started since yesterday til today haven stopped yet..

life..

spent about $400 for my shopping before cny.. that was really alot.. the most i haf ever spent for any thing.. haiz.. i muz really save..
cny was boring.. same old boring cny every year.. but at least got to play some billiard finally after so long nv play on 2nd day of cny haha..
also caught epic movie.. super uber lame show.. how can any show be so lame.. hahaha.. laugh my guts out..
then there was becks bdae party at pariss.. i think pariss seriously sucks.. it used to be ok, now its standard has taken a nosedive.. muz avoid there from now on..
been regretting alot of stuff lately.. keep thinking bout e past.. beginning to feel that im living in e past already.. hai.. how can ppl compensate for something that they regret? really dunno.. guess the easiest way is to be an 'ostrich' or 'turtle'.. hahaha..

fraGility.. ~~

haiz.. life is so fragile.. after finishing 1 litre of tears, i felt that its really a fortune for us to be able to walk, jump, run, move about like normal ppl.. in fact, like wad the poor girl said when she put her hand to her chest, " i am already satisfied, for my heart is still beating "
haiz.. she couldnt predict that misfortune that befell her so suddenly and out of the blue.. that was a real tear jerker.. and also, juz this week, on sunday night, xu wei lun died too due to a car accident.. i read on newspapers that she suffered huge impact to her face and chest, resulting in bloatedness.. and died soon after on sunday 28jan 7.37pm.. life's so fragile.. we muz start to appreciate everything, and really EVERYTHING, before all is lost..
some kind of feeling juz overwhelmed me the other day, when my mum came back from J8 and showed me a new esprit red jacket.. she was beaming with joy, and said " i am so happy, this is the first time i bought a branded clothing " .. sighz.. i dun even think that esprit is branded, but to her, it is already branded, bought it for $60 plus.. she saw it in my bro's room which belong to his new gf, and went out to buy.. i muz strive for high income in future, to make my family happy.. buy more stuff and clothes or whatever that pleases them, and make them happy and enjoy the most of their retirement, before their inevitable departure from this world..
lets appreciate everything ard us..

so long..

hmm.. been quite long here.. went for more shopping.. oops.. im broke!.. haha.. caught deathnote2 as well.. nt bad.. ate sakura also.. haha.. so funny, that day no intention to eat buffet, then suddenly zy suggest eating buffet then go eat le.. lol.. then i had a tattoo this week.. whoo.. but i think gotta go back for touchup in march, cos got a small spot where the ink seems to be lacking.. had sakae buffet with my jc friends as well.. went jb yesterday, bought quite a few dvds, and ate crabs.. lol.. so fun.. gotta go there again one of these days.. sch's starting, am i prepared for it? prepared to slog it out? i guess i shld be.. i muz study hard for next sem.. haha..
still waiting for my 1 litre of tears to arrive in my letterbox, and for the dvd from msia to deliver to me.. haha.. then i can stay at home, so homely feeling..