Wednesday, July 27, 2005

2nd day of school

hmm, in the end, i met tw, watch movie with him, zai shi jie zhong xin hu huan ai.. indeed, i felt like crying during the show, it depicts a very beautiful, simple, yet romantic romance.. we din meet hoiyan and krystal cos tw cannot make it, after the show he went to meet his friend, den go to his grandma hse.. i went to starhub main centre foodcourt and met up with my og friends.. din felt like eating dinner cos i had popcorn during the show.. i wanted to go home after meeting them de, cos next day sunday got photoshoot, in the end i went with them to the ktv cos it was daniel's birthday on friday, so mi and andrea decided to stay til the cutting of the cake.. but in the end, the ktv session turn out to be so fun !.. and i stayed all the way til 11pm sia.. haha.. after that they went to catch some movie, i tink it was 'the island', but i really gotta go home and rest for the next day photoshoot..
next day, i went and met up at paya lebar mrt, and went to the studio at quite an ulu place.. the person said my hairstyle was the most difficult she had to do, and ask mi to show her how i usually style my hair, which is just some easy messy hairstyle lo, and she say its fine.. haha! and she applied some foundation and lip gloss on mi, den we proceeded to take the shots.. after that i went home le.. rest for monday..
monday i went to school and met up with my jc friends, and halfway during the orientation talk, they find it boring, and went out instead to the cca fair.. haha.. i went to sign up for the dancesport, and wushu.. i tink i next week going to dancesport, wushu, and CAC welcome tea ba, cos i feel quite interested in them..
den today tues, i went to school for a very boring 2hr lecture, den went to the cca fair again cos my friend lirong wanted to get her friends to sign up for the japanese society.. during the fair, shine modelling agency, the agency responsible for our CAC pageant, called mi and asked mi to come down tmr for some interview or audition.. she said the person who taught us the catwalk last tues was quite interested in mi, and they need new faces and talent, and want me to go down.. i was abit apprehensive, cos the winner of the pageant will get a modelling contract with them, but if i get to sign beforehand, will i or they be breaking any rules? anyway i tink dun care so much lo, just go down and see wad they got to say ba..
today i saw my that friend again in school, however, it was just a barely audible 'hi' 'bye' greeting.. to tink that our friendship has degenerated to this state.. i really feel sad, but i tink there is no more point in the friendship le.. we should look forward to more and new friends who treat us better.. hurray !

Saturday, July 23, 2005

SAD DEPRESSED

k i shall start from last post.. the next day, on sunday, i went out with my og ppl, to have dinner at sushi tei at paragon.. den we went to lucky plaza for some pool.. den after that most of them went home, left me, lewis, yingyong, yixi, and peifen, the onli gal.. we took lewis car to esplanade glutton makansutra to have supper.. den we slack ard abit, and lewis sent us home..
i felt very sad on mon, cos i saw one of my so called close friend friendster.. i tot we were very good friends.. but i tink it turns out otherwise.. cos of some small stuff here and there these past few weeks.. and i saw on his friendster, he put 2 other friend pic, but without mine.. y i upset about this is cos the 4 of us went to taiwan together, and he put 2 pic on his friendster, 1 each with 1 other friend, but neber put my pic.. i tink this show his priority on his friends ba.. he called mi for movie on monday, but i neber wan to go, partly is because i meeting 1 of my friend le, but mainly is cos i tink he doesnt treat me as a true friend, and also i think because he wanted to sort of repay me for not watching F4 on sunday, the day before the 1st day of orientation camp.. we supposed to watch F4 on saturday de, then he say he cannot go cos he got family dinner, then i was planning to just go with marshal and zw for the show lor.. but marshal say we go watch on sunday together lor, i say ok, and he say this too in maple.. but at night, he say he cannot go liao cos he watching show with his friends on sunday also.. wad is this sia, fooling us lor.. somemore he say the point is not whether he watching the same show with us and his friends anot, but because he dun wan watch 2 shows in 1 day.. and to think before the taiwan trip he can go watch with me and soonlee, then at night go back westmall and watch another show again with his friends.. this goes to showing his priorities on ppl..
den on tues, he called mi inside maple, but i ignored him.. den he called mi about 45 min later on msn, and ask y i neber answer him.. den i say everything i unhappy about him lo.. and he say its juz tt i too sensitive le.. nthg much 1... its juz friendster onli.. haiz.. i tink, its through small small little things that u can see a person heart and feelings.. small things doesnt necessarily is meaningless; on the contrary, the smallest things can haf the biggest significance.. haiz..
on tues, i had my 1st pageant training.. learning catwalk, the pattern we will be walking on the day itself.. i tink the person who is teaching us is gay, and he likes mi, cos he pay more attention to mi, and molested mi.. haha.. though i felt it tt way, i neber say tt out, til the girl contestants themselves tell mi we all ganna by him le den i tink so.. lol.. but heck la, we will be meeting them onli for maybe 2 more times, so it's ok lor..
den on wed night, i went out with lewis, yixi, and peifen to go zouk.. haha.. i bery bery long no go clubbing le.. we went there, and 2pid peifen neber bring her ic, so we took cab back to her home at tpy, and go back again.. lol.. the cover charge was $20.. we went in, i took a little sip of the alcohol, and we went dancing.. we met up with shihui and 1 other guy, and stick together lo.. dance halfway, shihui ask mi treat her drink, den we went to buy.. its some lychee martini or wad i tink.. quite sweet and nice.. den we went back dancing again.. wow shihui stamina is amazing, lol.. she always chiong 1.. den after tt, at 4am when they closed, we went to shell kiosk and they bought some drinks.. den i took cab home with peifen..
todae fri, i wanted to wake at 6am, cos got some engineering orientation talk at 9 am.. but i too tired, and i overslept.. and kelvin loke called mi at 830, heng ar.. den i bathe liao took cab down.. wasted $15.. den turns out tt the whole talk was boring sia.. and i went home after the morning talk liao, and skipped the afternoon talk.. haha..
tmr i meeting tw and krystal and hoi yan for some small meeting, and pass tw the taiyang bing i bought from tw.. and most prob i oso wanna watch movie also.. though now i still feel sad about losing a good friend, a very good friend whom i cherish alot, but i guess since the person doesnt really treat me as his true friend, no point in feeling sad anymore.. so.. i guess i will find more true and good friends in uni ba.. and hope the photoshoot on sunday will turn out nice !.. lol..

Sunday, July 17, 2005

0rientation camp

wow.. i neber tot orientation camp was like that.. maybe cos i neber went for 1 before.. i made many good friends there.. and had quite a fun time of my life.. learn many cheers, and many 2pid games.. and sleep so little sia.. felt quite sianz at first.. den slowly i like it le.. haha.. dunno leh.. i seem to haf alot to say, but now i typing, oso dunno wad to type.. find most freshies not tt cute, most of the cute 1s come from the 2nd year.. LOL.. and i gg for some pageant thingy on the 13 august.. got training 1 sia.. to prep ourselves for tt night.. haha.. i wonder how everything will turn out.. looking forward to uni life.. should be fun !..

Friday, July 08, 2005

back from taiwan!

hmm.. as i was reading my last post.. i bought a golden crow before leaving for taiwan.. however.. i din feel any excited at all.. i also dunno why.. haha..
and i'm finally back from my 6day trip in taiwan.. lemme recap abit..
on the first day we took a 4hrs plus airflight to taiwan.. den we took about 2hrs bus trip to a hostel.. which turn out to be a flat which the owner rent out to ppl.. den after tt we went to shilin night market and had our late late dinner.. we ate tian fu luo, oyster omelette, smelly beancurd, and some other small snacks.. haha.. den after tt i remembered i bought a bing tang hu lu.. strawberry 1... sweet and nice.. den i remembered we went to quite many places.. that on juz the 2nd day, i felt like we had covered alot of places here already.. haha.. we went to see waterfall, sun yat sen memorial hall.. zhong zheng ji nian tang, hotsprings, shopping centres like the ones in ximending, small lanes shops, wulai, and many others.. i spent a total of about 1.5k sgd sia.. bought quite some clothes, a branded bag in taiwan, tommy summer cologne, jpg summer cologne, lancome miracle perfume, and snacks like taiyang bing, and some other bing.. oh ya i forgot to say that we slept in the hostel for 2 nights onli, den after that we lied to the owner that we gg to other ctries already, which in fact we moved to rainbow hotel in ximending, because the beds were hard, and it was crampy and abit dirty there.. haha..
k shall end here.. :D