feAr..

i went for lasik on mon.. hmm.. it was a scary process of waiting to go in.. waited quite long outside.. when i went in, the doctor first force the right eye open with some device.. then he use some round ring and suck my eyeball, oh my, tt was real scary.. and i couldnt see anything at all when it was sucking my eyeball.. then he used some microkeratome and cut a flap in the cornea.. then released the suction and i could then see again.. then he use something to lift open the flap, and when he lifted the flap, everything became super bright.. then he asked me to focus on this red light while the laser does its thingy.. and shit, i shifted my eye upwards abit, and i heard the doc exclaim 'shit' then he paused the machine and ask me to focus on the light, then he started again.. after the laser, he close bak the flap and use some pad and smooth out the air bubbles.. then place a contact lens in to sort of cover the flap and prevent it from opening.. then he did the same for the left eye, and the left eye went without a hitch.. then i kept tearing in my right eye after tt.. took a cab home and slept from 6pm til today 9am.. and i felt tt my left eye was quite clear, but right eye abit blurred and overlybright.. went bak for review today, and my left degree was 25 while right was 50.. haiz.. dunno izzit cos i shifted my eyeball up abit.. hope it will recover soon..

ni guang mv..

300

i watched 300 twice ! its quite a nice show.. after watching it, i realise tt veri veri veri few, if any at all left in this current age, have the spartans bravery and courage.. they would willingly sacrifice themselves for the country, even if they know that its a 100% chance that they would die.. at e end, though leonidas and his 300 haf sacrificed, but the magnificient scene of the 10k spartans and 30k greeks going to war with persia was so inspiring and touching.. if onli 300 spartans can kill so many many persians, i can imagine the damage that 10k spartans and 30k greeks can do.. w00t.. anyway e graphics were quite nicely touched up.. and the violence was not gory at all.. it was veri artistically done, even with all that decapitating of heads and slicing of arms and legs..

逆光 !!!

也許我一直害怕有答案, 也許愛輕輕在風里打轉
离開釋怀, 很短暫又重來, 有時候自問自答

我不要困難把我們擊散, 我責備自己那么不勇敢
遺憾沒有到達, 擁抱過還是害怕, 用力推開你我依然留下

有一束光, 那瞬間, 是什么痛得刺眼
你的視線, 是諒解, 為什么舍不得熄滅
我逆着光, 卻看見

那是淚光, 那力量, 我不想再去抵擋
面對希望, 逆着光, 感覺愛存在的地方
一直就在, 我身旁

我以為我能后退, 反复證明, 這份愛有多不對
背對着你, 如此漆黑, 忍住疲憊
睜開眼, 打開窗, 才發現, 你就是光芒

oh my.. wad a nice, inspirational song by stefanie.. really a spirit-lifting song !!

another lame movie..

it was k bdae.. we went to haf lunch at sun & moon dining at wheelock place, e previous restaurant i worked at after ord.. but this 1 was its branch, the 1 i worked at was at chijmes.. hmm.. the food was indeed veri nice.. haha.. i like the kamameshi and its veri fresh and sweet sashimi and its plain rice.. woot.. then we caught norbit.. another bloody lame movie.. but it wasnt as nice as epic movie though.. haha.. then went to marina south for my previous foc gathering steamboat..
so sianz.. the rain started since yesterday til today haven stopped yet..