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i went for lasik on mon.. hmm.. it was a scary process of waiting to go in.. waited quite long outside.. when i went in, the doctor first force the right eye open with some device.. then he use some round ring and suck my eyeball, oh my, tt was real scary.. and i couldnt see anything at all when it was sucking my eyeball.. then he used some microkeratome and cut a flap in the cornea.. then released the suction and i could then see again.. then he use something to lift open the flap, and when he lifted the flap, everything became super bright.. then he asked me to focus on this red light while the laser does its thingy.. and shit, i shifted my eye upwards abit, and i heard the doc exclaim 'shit' then he paused the machine and ask me to focus on the light, then he started again.. after the laser, he close bak the flap and use some pad and smooth out the air bubbles.. then place a contact lens in to sort of cover the flap and prevent it from opening.. then he did the same for the left eye, and the left eye went without a hitch.. then i kept tearing in my right eye after tt.. took a cab home and slept from 6pm til today 9am.. and i felt tt my left eye was quite clear, but right eye abit blurred and overlybright.. went bak for review today, and my left degree was 25 while right was 50.. haiz.. dunno izzit cos i shifted my eyeball up abit.. hope it will recover soon..